Disappear Without A Trace

You're untrue
You're an echo
You're a form, a space in my brain
I can't argue please don't try me
I will show you I will come through for you
What do I want?
I want it all
But I can't even think of a thing to eat
And everything looks bad, tastes bad to me
I think it's time I leave

I want to give
What does it matter anyway
Would you even notice if I disappear without a trace
Slam the door in your face

What does it feel like to live for a fantasy
Each cell moving violently
It can't be said or written or defined
I've been here before... wait this looks familiar.
It's just that I'm going to break
I'm surprised I didn't pass out when I saw you
I just cried I'll keep going until I fall
Why am I repeating your name?

Do you feel the same
What does it matter anyway
Would you even notice if I disappear without a trace
You slam the door in my face