It starts right now
Stake my claim for the throne of incompetence
Come last at everything - every time
I have failed at all i have attempted
Childhood goals tipped and up-ended
And you just look at me and say i fucking told you so
You're not the king of me i'm the king of me
So why do i still beg for your attention
My name remains a filthy word unfit for you to mention
I'm fucking shit, i'm really sick
I cannot cope, i don't think i can put up with it
Here we go again - headlong into another scene
I put hands over my eyes and try to hide
It never changes, i've never lived up to your expectations
I am the cancer in your life - i am a burden
And all the times i tried my best, it's never good enough
Cause every time i fail the tests - i'm just not good enough
Too fucking stupid, too fucking dull
I can never live up to what you want from me
I've only just begun to find my feet
And you kick them right out from under me
I can't compete, this isn't fair i'm the circle that cannot fit the square
Lying awake, cannot sleep
Play over in my mind all that you've done to me
I smile outside - inside i'm screaming
And silently - in my mind i'll always be your enemy i am your enemy
