I used to sit by the window, blowin' smoke into the air
I used to wait on your doorstep, it was nice to be out there
I used to stare at my wardrobe, I hated everything I'd wear
I used to be very boring, but then I found the spark somewhere
Then I got close, you weren't so nice
Berate myself a thousand times
But I could wait for you my whole life
I used to tell you a forecast, because I knew when it would rain
I used to tell you my secrets, I felt that they were yours to claim
Please let me close, please let me in
I have to know just where you've been
Please don't make me ask you once again
Then she sees my drive and my ambitions
Oh, my affections and intuitions
Then she says, "Hello, love", lungs full of oxygen
Unlike these empty men that you call "more than friends"
It's like a pesticide sprayed into my eyes
Toxic thoughts of them with you, I can't even try and move
But if I cry tonight, that would be all right
It's gonna be all right, things would be all right
