- 1
Mortiis - Parasite God
- 2
Mortiis - An Old And Raped Village
- 3
Mortiis - Demons Are Back
- 4
Mortiis - Army Of Conquest / The Warfare (Ever Oonwards)
- 5
Mortiis - Broken Skin
- 6
Mortiis - Closer To The End
- 7
Mortiis - Decadent & Desperate
- 8
Mortiis - Flux / Mental Maelstrom
- 9
Mortiis - Marshland
- 10
Mortiis - Monolith
- 11
Mortiis - Too Little Too Late
- 12
Mortiis - You Put A Hex On Me
- 13
Mortiis - Across The World Of Wonders
- 14
Mortiis - Antimental
- 15
Mortiis - Bleed Like You
- 16
Mortiis - En Mork Horisont
- 17
Mortiis - Everyone Leaves
- 18
Mortiis - Født Til å Herske pt. 2
- 19
Mortiis - Gibber
- 20
Mortiis - Hard To Believe
- 21
Mortiis - I Am The World
- 22
Mortiis - Keiser Av En Dimension Ukjent
- 23
Mortiis - Le Petit Cochon Sordide
- 24
Mortiis - One Thousand Sparkling Stars
- 25
Mortiis - Perfectly Defect
- 26
Mortiis - Reisene Til Grotter Og Odemarker
- 27
Mortiis - Road To Ruin
- 28
Mortiis - Scalding The Burnt
- 29
Mortiis - Sensation Of Guilt
- 30
Mortiis - Sins Of Mine
- 31
Mortiis - Smell The Witch
- 32
Mortiis - Spirit In A Vacuum
- 33
Mortiis - Spirit Of Conquest / The Warfare
- 34
Mortiis - The Great Leap
- 35
Mortiis - The Grudge
- 36
Mortiis - The Lonliest Things
- 37
Mortiis - The Shining Lamp Of God
- 38
Mortiis - The Silver Sea
- 39
Mortiis - The Ugly Truth
- 40
Mortiis - The Vampire Planet
- 41
Mortiis - The Voice Of The Labyrinth, And...
- 42
Mortiis - The Worst In Me
- 43
Mortiis - Thieving Bastards
- 44
Mortiis - This Absolution
- 45
Mortiis - Thoughts Of The Old Tower
- 46
Mortiis - Twist The Knife
- 47
Mortiis - Underdog
- 48
Mortiis - Visjoner Av Ev Eldgammel Fremtid
- 49
Mortiis - Way Too Wicked
- 50
Mortiis - Doppelganger
- 51
Mortiis - Feed The Greed
- 52
Mortiis - Scar Trek / Parasite God
Hard To Believe
Mortiis
Maybe I was right
Maybe it was anger
Maybe it was me
How could this have been so different?
How could this be undone?
But it feels so insistent
I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know
The fights and the lies the deceit I despise
Was it true was it you I can't feel was it real?
How low can you sink how sick of the stink
Your mind is a tar pit and I get stuck in it
Used to be a king not a thing
Until I looked at my soul in a hole
And saw a life made of filth and some guilt
And then I knew it was true
I have to thank you. Thank you
It's hard to believe it's hard to believe I'm still here
It's hard to believe it's hard to believe at all
It's hard to believe it's hard to believe I'm still here
It's hard to believe it's hard to believe at all
Should I swallow it all?
Pretend it was all a bad dream?
Or have I been so small
I missed something in between?
The fights and the lies the deceit I despise
Was it true was it you I can't feel was it real?
How low can you sink how sick of the stink
Your mind is a tar pit and I get stuck in it
Used to be a king not a thing
Until I looked at my soul in a hole
And saw a life made of filth and some guilt
And then I knew it was true
I have to thank you. Thank you
It's hard to believe it's hard to believe I'm still here
It's hard to believe it's hard to believe at all
It's hard to believe it's hard to believe I'm still here
It's hard to believe it's hard to believe at all
