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Nada Surf - Inside Of Love
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Nada Surf - Popular
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Nada Surf - Always Love
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Nada Surf - Beautiful beat
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Nada Surf - Blonde On Blonde
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Nada Surf - I Like What You Say
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Nada Surf - So Much Love
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Nada Surf - Concrete Bed
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Nada Surf - Hyperspace
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Nada Surf - Spooky
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Nada Surf - I Wanna Take You Home
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Nada Surf - Just Wait
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Nada Surf - Paper Boats
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Nada Surf - The Voices
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Nada Surf - The Way You Wear Your Head
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Nada Surf - Weightless
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Nada Surf - All Is a Game
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Nada Surf - Amateur
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Nada Surf - Bad Best Friend
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Nada Surf - Blizzard Of '77
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Nada Surf - Come Get Me
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Nada Surf - Comes A Time
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Nada Surf - Deeper Well
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Nada Surf - Fruit Fly
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Nada Surf - Hi-Speed Soul
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Nada Surf - If You Leave
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Nada Surf - Killian's Red
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Nada Surf - Là Pour Çà
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Nada Surf - Live Learn And Forget
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Nada Surf - Looking For You
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Nada Surf - Silent Fighting
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Nada Surf - Sleep
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Nada Surf - Slow Down
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Nada Surf - Something I Should do
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Nada Surf - The Plan
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Nada Surf - Treading Water
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Nada Surf - Waiting For Something
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Nada Surf - 80 Windows
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Nada Surf - Are You Lightning?
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Nada Surf - Armies Walk
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Nada Surf - Au Fond D'un Rêve Doré
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Nada Surf - Bacardi
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Nada Surf - Blankest Year
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Nada Surf - Clear Eye Clouded Mind
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Nada Surf - Cold To See Clear
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Nada Surf - Crowded Star
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Nada Surf - Dispossesion
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Nada Surf - Do it Again
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Nada Surf - Electrocution
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Nada Surf - End credits
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Nada Surf - Enjoy The Silence
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Nada Surf - Everybody Lies
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Nada Surf - Evolucion
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Nada Surf - Fire Cracker
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Nada Surf - Fools
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Nada Surf - From Now On
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Nada Surf - Happy Kid
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Nada Surf - Here Goes Something
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Nada Surf - Holywood
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Nada Surf - Ice On The Wing
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Nada Surf - Icebox
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Nada Surf - Imaginary Friends
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Nada Surf - In the Mirror
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Nada Surf - Janine
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Nada Surf - Jules And Jim
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Nada Surf - La Pour Ças
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Nada Surf - Let The Fight do The Fighting
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Nada Surf - Looking Through
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Nada Surf - Love Goes On!
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Nada Surf - Mathilda
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Nada Surf - Me And You
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Nada Surf - Meow Meow Lullaby
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Nada Surf - Mother's Day
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Nada Surf - Neither Heaven Nor Space
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Nada Surf - No Quick Fix
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Nada Surf - No Snow On The Mountain
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Nada Surf - Nothing
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Nada Surf - Oh! No
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Nada Surf - Pressure Free
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Nada Surf - Psychic Caramel
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Nada Surf - Ride In The Unknown
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Nada Surf - River Phoenix
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Nada Surf - Robot
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Nada Surf - Run
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Nada Surf - Rushing
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Nada Surf - Sea Knows When
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Nada Surf - See These Bones
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Nada Surf - Stalemate
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Nada Surf - Stories Going 'Round
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Nada Surf - Teenage Dreams
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Nada Surf - Telescope
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Nada Surf - The Film Did Not Go 'Round
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Nada Surf - The Fox
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Nada Surf - The Future
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Nada Surf - The Manoeuvres
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Nada Surf - The Moon Is Calling
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Nada Surf - There is a light that never goes out
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Nada Surf - Treehouse
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Nada Surf - Troublemaker
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Nada Surf - Victory's Yours
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Nada Surf - What is Your Secret
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Nada Surf - When I Was Young
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Nada Surf - Where Is My Mind?
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Nada Surf - Whose Authority
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Nada Surf - Why Are You So Mean To Me?
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Nada Surf - Your Legs Grow
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Nada Surf - Zen Brain
Mathilda
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My mama kept my hair long
I was more pretty than handsome
And I was not very strong
My voice was kinda high
Not a typical guy
They used to call me Mathilda
I was never sure why
I felt bad about it
But I didn't get mad
I got sad about it
But I was all that I had
Where's this order coming from?
Do you hear it like a drum
From back in time?
Do you feel like who you are?
Are you driven from afar?
Along for the ride
There's a manner in your town
There's no way to turn it 'round
Why even try?
Just kids, we have our tests
Look at your nails, is your palm out?
If you hold your hands
Unlike a man, it's not allowed
We start out young
It's too much fun to laugh out loud
We think we're free
But we don't see, our heads are bowed
Our heads are bowed
I read somewhere that women will
Worry most 'bout being killed
When with a new guy
Men on dates fear ridicule
It's the sting they knew at school
And it still applies
Sometimes nothing is better
Than anything made of words and letters
And looks and gestures, blank is clean
Blank is a peaceful, empty scene
In your private self
You make some room and have some space
You wake your loves up one by one
And make them safe
And make them safe
Who knows how many in a group
Feel the odd one out
Who the joke's about?
That feeling, that loneliness
Hangs over like a curse
Over like a thirst
Where's this order coming from?
Do you hear it like a drum
From back in time?
Though it's all around, I still wonder
Why we can't move on, and we still bear arms
And we still make fun out of anyone
Picture a worksite bar of clockout drinking
And then go inside, do you feel that vibe?
Something makes me think someone wants to fight
There's a drive to quell what we hate in ourselves
If it's in the Bible, then you know it's old
And if it's in nature, then it's been foretold
That a slice of our numbers will feel this way
It's not somethin' we discuss between guys who are straight
And then I looked up, was Fred Phelps gay?
But I found no answer, so then who's to say?
But only self-hatred could explain his rage
There's a special Hell that we build for ourselves
And it's handed down in homes and playgrounds