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NF - The Search
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NF - HOPE
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NF - If You Want Love
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NF - Paralyzed
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NF - Let You Down
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NF - Change
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NF - HAPPY
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NF - RUNNING
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NF - When I Grow Up
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NF - Remember This
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NF - I Miss The Days
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NF - Time
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NF - Hate Myself
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NF - No Excuses
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NF - Lie
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NF - Oh, Lord
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NF - My Stress
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NF - CLOUDS
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NF - JUST LIKE YOU
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NF - Like This
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NF - MOTTO
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NF - MISTAKE
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NF - Leave Me Alone
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NF - Can You Hold Me (feat. Britt Nicole)
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NF - Dreams
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NF - How Could You Leave Us
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NF - I Got Jesus
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NF - Got You On My Mind
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NF - My Life
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NF - You're Special
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NF - Trauma
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NF - Why
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NF - Only (feat. Sasha Sloan)
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NF - PANDEMONIUM
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NF - Lost In The Moment (feat. Andrea Moss)
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NF - MAMA
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NF - LOST (feat. Hopsin)
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NF - LET EM PRAY
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NF - BULLET
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NF - PAID MY DUES
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NF - Therapy Session
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NF - 10 Feet Down (feat. Ruelle)
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NF - Mansion (feat. Fleurie)
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NF - Nate
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NF - Chasing (feat. Mikayla Sippel) (Demo)
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NF - GONE (feat. Julia Michaels)
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NF - I Just Wanna Know
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NF - CAREFUL (feat. Cordae)
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NF - SUFFICE
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NF - TURN MY BACK
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NF - DRIFTING
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NF - Let Me Go
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NF - Outcast
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NF - Know
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NF - No Name
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NF - Destiny
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NF - STORY
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NF - All I Have
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NF - Green Lights
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NF - Warm Up
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NF - Intro
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NF - Options
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NF - Real
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NF - Thinking
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NF - TRUST (feat. Tech N9ne)
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NF - 3 A.M
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NF - LAYERS
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NF - THAT'S A JOKE
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NF - Overdose
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NF - I Can Feel It
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NF - Intro 3
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NF - Returns
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NF - All I Do
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NF - Breathe
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NF - Outro
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NF - PRIDEFUL
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NF - Wake Up
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NF - Face It
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NF - This Thing Called Love
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NF - Beautiful Addiction
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NF - One Hundred
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NF - Only One
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NF - Statement
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NF - Wish You Wouldn't
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NF - Grindin (feat Marty)
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NF - Just Being Me
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NF - Miss You
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NF - Motivated
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NF - Escape
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NF - Hands Up
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NF - I'll Keep On (feat. Jeremiah Carlson)
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NF - Intro 2
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NF - That's Alright
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NF - Goodbye
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NF - I'm Gonna Fly
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NF - Interlude
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NF - Invisible
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NF - Not The Same
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NF - Grindin'
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NF - Notepad
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NF - On Another Level
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NF - Reality
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NF - Time (Extended)
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NF - Wait
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NF - Alone (feat.Tomme Profitt e Brooke Griffith)
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NF - Beautiful
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NF - I'm Free
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NF - I'm Ready
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NF - I've Been There
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NF - Moments
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NF - NF Alone
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NF - Turn The Music Up
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NF - Wrap Me In Your Arms
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NF - Your Grace
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NF - Circles
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NF - Falling Apart
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NF - l'm Gonna Fly
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NF - Lm Gonna Fly
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NF - Understand Me
How Could You Leave Us
NF
We were waiting, we were waiting
For you but you just left us
We needed you, I needed you
Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills
Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real
I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah
Welcome to the bottom of hell
They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well
Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell
Into my pillowcases, you say you coming to get us
Then call 'em a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated
I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
Some lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notes
I don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow?
I guess that pills are more important, all you have to say is no
But you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you
I know you gone but I can still feel you
Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us here?
How could you leave us here?
How could you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Oh, Hey
I got this picture in my room and it kills me
But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing
Now a relationship is something we won't ever have
Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had?
You shoulda been there when I graduated
Told me you love me and congratulations
Instead you left us at the window waiting
Where you at mom?
We're too young to understand where you at huh?
Yeah, I know those drugs got you held captive
I can see it in your eyes, they got your mind captured
Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing
What you don't realise and what you not grasping
That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand
I ain't gon' say that I forgive you cause it hasn't happened
I thought that maybe I feel better as time passes
If you really cared for me, then where you at then?
Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How could you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Hey
Our last conversation, you were sat in the living room
Talking 'bout my music and I brought you something to listen to
You started crying, telling me this isn't you
Couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tune
You took them pills for the last time, didn't you?
They took you from us once, guess they came back to finish you
Crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult
Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you
Took me everything inside of me to not scream at your funeral
Sitting in my chair, that person talking was pitiful
I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you
All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you
They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hallow
Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching ma
Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How could you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Hey
Sometimes I think about like, sometimes I think about things like, you know
When I have kids, you won't be there, you know?
You won't be there for any of that, I'll never get to see you again
Sometimes I wish I would have just called you
I wish I would have just picked up the phone, wish you were here
I mean you should of been there for us, you should have been here
Those pills got you, right? Them pills got you, right? I wish you were here