Standing at the edge of sanity
I've been here a couple of times
But I swore I was better, I was better
And it hurts, to keep inside
Feeling worse, cause I know I
Could be in control, if I let them know
Keep thinking that I'm finally waken
But I'm mistaken
Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
Hands are shaking
Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
I know I'm my own worst enemy
Got a double sided mind
But I swear I'll get better, I'll get better this time
I need to believe, these times don't make me weak
And I'm in control, my life's beautiful
My head and my heart's been aching
Feelings are fading
Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
Hands are shaking
Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Everything bad that's ever happened to me
It's playing to fast like a messed up movie
When it's like that, it's so hard to see the beauty
That's when I hurt myself, myself again
Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
Myself again
