Was it my timing or just my bad luck again That sent me deep down into this spiral of decent Was it the fact i never checked my ego at the door? Or the fact i constantly ignored that you wanted more? And i never asked about my questionable ways Try harder, he's blinding you to see just how scared of everything i am These days, and how beautiful you are to me If he wasn't there, i know it'd be different If he wasn't there, i know you'd change for me Can't you see i'm just an innocent guy staring at you from afar not knowing What i'd do? Just you in class in board shorts would get me high Each day i thought more about unsuspecting you And i never asked about my questionable ways Try harder, he's blinding you to see just how scared of everything i am These days, and how beautiful you are to me If he wasn't there, i know it'd be different If he wasn't there, i know you'd change for me Did you choose leaving over your option to stay If he wasn't there (i know you'd change)
