Listen up, I really need to get some shit off my chest
And I need to apologize for who I am
Shit
Sorry for what I have done to you, all the shit you have been through, all the pain you thought was true and all the tears you cried
Oh, fuck, come on, man, you got this, even though it hurts
Yeah!
I'm so afraid, I'm not sure if this shit is real
I'm not sure what I should do or how I should fucking feel
I'm not sure if I'll ever make it out of this, 'cause I don't know what will happen after I let go of it
I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to tell you what I have done to you
Just to cover up the fear of going through something that no one wants to
Yeah, but I been there before, and I don't wanna do this ever again
So I'm lying to you, and never told you the truth, even though I know I have to, you wanted the truth
Yeah, I'm trying to
I'm trying to let go of everything
But it's hard to accept the mistakes that I did at a time where I thought I need everything
Ah, fuck!
I don't know how I was able to hurt you like that
I don't know how I was able to fuck everything up like that (listen!)
Death will do us apart from each other
But my sins will
Haunt me deep down to my fucking coffin
I don't feel well
I took a final breath as I let my hand go
From what I thought would have kept me so safe
The grave that I have dug myself
The reason why I hate myself
The hatred that I got for myself
Wants to make me kill myself
And I just wanna be myself
And I just wanna save ourselves
And I just want nobody else
I just want nobody else but you and only you, can change up this broken heart
That I broke from always lying straight at you
What will I do without you by my side?
It's so fucking empty inside of my selfish heart
Forgiveness isn't part of my eulogy
I tried everything to become everything to you
You are everything, you are everything to me
You are everything that I really need in my life
Follow me, this is my fucking way to my graveyard
Fuck!
All I really need is you to lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
All I really need is you to lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me in my grave
Lay with me
