Back when no one could tell us apart I turned down the music to parallel park We were playing for no one On top of the world I talk in my sleep, and you kiss like a girl Then when the van broke down in the heat wave You took off your pants, on the side of the freeway I had the thought, you would outlive me I loved you, and you couldn't forgive me for that (Ooh-ooh) I think I know why you've been blowing me off I've been using my friends, and losing the plot Surviving my gift Until I get shot I'm supposed to be married, but I called it off I've been known to throw a tantrum When things are not the way I imagine them I am restoring, the natural order Learning the same lesson over and over again Lying awake, you were glow-in-the-dark Lying to me, with your hand on my heart It's all gonna be alright We'll make it through You know me, and I'll never forgive you for that