Lonely Days And Lonely Nights

Lonely days
Lonely nights
I know
What I feel inside

I feel
Like I was born
To always be
Sad

No matter
What I do
Nothing changes
To me

When I was younger
I thought
That I'd be
Happy someday

All I have are lonely days
And lonely nights
In my life
That's what I have by my side

No matter what I do
No matter what I say
My life is always
With lonely days and nights

I paid the price, everyday
I'm not a standard

There was no mercy for me
I'm totally excluded

It's like a knife cut
It's like a gunshot
The pain of loneliness
It's so extreme

That's all I got
In my life
I couldn't go any further
I was not accepted

Thought I would be happy
I thought I would be loved
Thought I would be valued
But I was denied

I didn't have beauty
I didn't have money
I didn't have lovers
I was not loved

It's another lonely day
It's another lonely night
There is no one to hug
There is no hug to receive

I'm not a freak
The laws didn't ensure my happiness
And my dignity

In the end
What matters is money
And beauty
Feelings have no value

I was renegade
I was destroyed
And one more time
I was left behind