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    John Reuben - Jezebel

  2. 2

    John Reuben - Good Evening

  3. 3

    John Reuben - 01.08.02

  4. 4

    John Reuben - 5 Years To Write

  5. 5

    John Reuben - A Defensive Offender

  6. 6

    John Reuben - All I Have

  7. 7

    John Reuben - All In All

  8. 8

    John Reuben - Breathe

  9. 9

    John Reuben - Chapter 1

  10. 10

    John Reuben - Cool The Underdog

  11. 11

    John Reuben - Cooperate

  12. 12

    John Reuben - Curiousity

  13. 13

    John Reuben - Divine Inspiration

  14. 14

    John Reuben - Do Not

  15. 15

    John Reuben - Doin

  16. 16

    John Reuben - Draw Near

  17. 17

    John Reuben - Focus

  18. 18

    John Reuben - Follow Your Leader

  19. 19

    John Reuben - Freedom To Feel

  20. 20

    John Reuben - Gather In

  21. 21

    John Reuben - God is Love

  22. 22

    John Reuben - Have No Opinion

  23. 23

    John Reuben - Hello Ego

  24. 24

    John Reuben - Here With Us

  25. 25

    John Reuben - Him Her He She

  26. 26

    John Reuben - Hindsight

  27. 27

    John Reuben - I Haven't Been Myself

  28. 28

    John Reuben - I John Rue

  29. 29

    John Reuben - I Pictured It

  30. 30

    John Reuben - Identify

  31. 31

    John Reuben - Jammin' John And Mixin' Manny

  32. 32

    John Reuben - Life Is Short

  33. 33

    John Reuben - Make Money Money

  34. 34

    John Reuben - Miserable Exaggeration

  35. 35

    John Reuben - Move

  36. 36

    John Reuben - No Regrets

  37. 37

    John Reuben - Nuisance

  38. 38

    John Reuben - Out Of Control

  39. 39

    John Reuben - Pataskala

  40. 40

    John Reuben - Place To Be

  41. 41

    John Reuben - Rescue Me

  42. 42

    John Reuben - Rest Easy

  43. 43

    John Reuben - Run The Night

  44. 44

    John Reuben - Sales Pitch

  45. 45

    John Reuben - Sing It Like You Mean It

  46. 46

    John Reuben - So Glad

  47. 47

    John Reuben - Soundman

  48. 48

    John Reuben - Sunshine

  49. 49

    John Reuben - Thank You

  50. 50

    John Reuben - The Boys vs. The Cynic

  51. 51

    John Reuben - There's Only Forgiveness

  52. 52

    John Reuben - Time To Leave

  53. 53

    John Reuben - Treats

  54. 54

    John Reuben - Trying Too Hard

  55. 55

    John Reuben - Universal

  56. 56

    John Reuben - Up And At 'Em

  57. 57

    John Reuben - What About Them

  58. 58

    John Reuben - Word Of Mouth

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    John Reuben - X-Ray

I Haven't Been Myself

John Reuben

I'm not alright, I haven't been myself lately
I'm not okay with the way I've let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope I'm not here for long
I'll see you when I'm better
I'll see you when I'm better

It's gotta get worse to get better
It went from no way, never to okay, whatever
Slowly but surely and sure as sure is blurry
Now things that once were me are no longer
Every so often God reminds me
But I'm always there in front to blind me
I value my pride more than peace of mind
My precious pride
There was a time when I had control but I let it go
I watched the world passin' slowmo
My life's ahead of me
I can't catch up
Stuck in a rut
I went too willingly
These thoughts are killing me
I wish I could control myself but I can't
Or can I?
Man I'm gone
I hope I'm not here for long
It's just a visit
Ashamed of who I've become
It's not really me
Or is it?

I'm not alright, I haven't been myself lately
I'm not okay with the way I've let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope I'm not here for long
I'll see you when I'm better

Thoughts lead to emotion which led to action
I hate the fact that it happened
"The Lord can forgive and forget"
But I'm not able to do it
Maybe there is where the problem lies
I'm unable to forgive myself plus I'm too proud to ask for help
Whelp, sorry for who I've become
I guess circumstances can leave you numb
Plus, I refused accountability
It seemed like such small things you found in me
I called you secluded and illuded to the fact that your concerns were silly
Don't over-react
Now looking back in hindsight, heh
I'm able to see that you were right
Is it too late for me?
I know it's not
It's just up to me to choose to stop

I'm not alright, I haven't been myself lately
I'm not okay with the way I've let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope I'm not here for long
I'll see you when I'm better

I'm not alright, I haven't been myself lately
I'm not okay with the way I've let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope I'm not here for long
Better
I'll see you when I'm better

I'm not alright, I haven't been myself lately
I'm not okay with the way I've let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope I'm not here for long

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