I'm so tired of hearing the same fuckin' shit
All my friends and family
They keep telling me to go to
Rehab
'Cause I've got a problem that they can't fix
What if I don't wanna be fixed
Did you think of that
Comedown
I'm never coming down so just let me go
And run back to your picture perfect home
No cap I'm tryna get fucked up
So don't make me tell you again
I'm itching, still feening
Can't stop my nose from bleeding
Black out
It only ends when I cross the line and I
Black out
Night after God damn night
It's not enough. I need a remedy
I'm always searching for something
That can make me feel nothing
I need a remedy
'Cause I hate who I've become
I need some fucking distraction
Something that lacks reaction
Can you make me make me numb
Just make me numb
I've past the point of no return
I don't give a fuck if you're concerned
I'll do what I want
So don't try to fight or
Stop me
I co-depend
On substance as medicine
And when you take it away
I really wish that you'd just
Back off
And let me live my fuckin' life
If I dig my own grave
That's my choice to be made
Not yours
We both know one things for sure
I'm always searching for something
That can make me feel nothing
I need a remedy
'Cause I hate who I've become
I need some fucking distraction
Something that lacks reaction
Can you make me make me numb
If karma doesn't kill me
What the fuck will
When everything around you falls apart
Don't say I didn't warn you
You can't someone who won't help themself
Trust I'll drag you down too
