I've got something on the inside
Screaming: Let me out!
Most nights, I hold it together
Other days I wonder
Will I ever fucking feel better?
I'm an introvert
Questioning my self worth
And all I want
Is for these thoughts to just
Get outta my head
There's got to be another way to break free
I keep bottling up what's inside me
I'm feeling like I'm losing ground
There's so much that I have left unsaid
And I can't seem to get it out
My mind's a wreck
But you'll never know (
Never know, cause I'll never show)
'Cause I'll never show
The truе nature of the monster in my hеad
Get back
I'm a loaded gun
At any moment I could start to come undone
I despise my own mind
It changes like the wind and shows my dark side
I've done all that I can
To try and hide the fact that I'm a broken man
I'm bent and broken, always roaming
Waiting for a sign to show me where I'm going, oh God
I'm feeling like I'm losing ground
There's so much that I have left unsaid
And I can't seem to get it out
My minds a wreck
But you'll never know
(Never know, cause I'll never show)
'Cause I'll never show
The true nature of the monster in my head
Monster in my head
Monster in my head
Monster in my head
I've done my best to hold it in
But I can't just shake this feeling
I'm wearing thin
So God, if you hear me, can you
Send me a sign?
Release this monster inside
I can't take one more night
Of this life, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried
And nothing's fucking working
Nothing's fucking working
