433 (hypothetical Situation)

I'm less than nothing and holding my nerves Exposed and lonely, addiction draws me near Designed to crush me a six year haze as the substance lets medown Cause it's not real and that's why It's how I always want to feel so let's die before the secretsget revealed I'm falling over from scratches built through time For timeless mistakes, my memories dissolve and all I know arethese scars And it's not real and that's why It's how I always want to feel so let's die, before the secretsget revealed I've tried but nothing can ever appeal and if you don't mind I'dlike to throw it all away Well I've been down that road, the sober soldier I doubt I'll make it home so get me away from here, before I fallapart Cause it's easy to do and it feels and it seems true But it's not real and that's why Its how I always want to feel so let's die, before the secretgets revealed I've tried but nothing ever can appeal and if you don't mind I'dlike to throw it all away.