I know that he loves me As I watch him leave I do anything at all To hear his voice call me But now there's a shadow Where once there had been He's searching for color In a sepia scene
And the cold wind blows Like my grip on a string And I held so close Now he's not listening He's not listening
But I can go out there I can be someone else You all have the power to Do this shit to ourselves But in the quiet times When nobody can see I'm letting my thoughts get bigger than me And the cold wind blows And the spring never came And I feel so sick if I hear his name
(Oooh, oooh) Oh how he left me Cause we went too far I looked at my body I learned how to drive a car I have my family And I have my friends But oh how I wanted To be with him again
And I know he's somewhere that he wants to be And I only wish he wanted that with me But I can run further than I could before And I can laugh louder I can dance till I'm sore Then in the morning eye I can do it again
I just have to keep moving Don't ever stop moving And all of this envy And all of this fear Will just be a memory Of a shitty year And I'm so much older than I want to be But there's so much more if I take it easy (Ooooh, oooh)
