So there are these pills
 
 That I take each night
 
 And if I don't it could make me worse
 
 Worse than I am now
 
 Worse than I've ever been
 
  
  But there are these nights
 
 That I feel so fine
 
 And everything just feels alright
 
 And if you call, if you call
 
 I forget pretty much everything
  
 
 And I miss you like it's Christmastime
 
 Feels like you should be by my side
 
 私の中を見てもいいよ
 
 見てほしい
  
 
 So let's be chill
 
 Let's just pretend
 
 That nothing is wrong
 
 Cause nothing is
  
 
 But you don't get it
 
 'Cause you're not me
 
 You never get it
 
 'Cause you're so weak
  
 
 And I'm craving you like you are mine
 
 Like I'm your girl and you're my guy
 
 I'll fuck you like we have no time
 
 Follow my way, follow me
  
 
 Maybe the things we have
 
 Never will, they never were
 
 Feels like I'm leaving this world
 
 痛い痛い痛い痛いイタイ
  
 
 So there's this boy, there's this guy
 
 He likes to run from everything
 
 Because it hurts to get, hurt
 
 Because it sucks to lose control
  
 
 If you ask me it's so easy
 
 To numb my pain by taking these
 
 But I'll take that bullet 'cause I can't run
 
 Away from you or into me