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Swans - My Own Hands
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Swans - Blind
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Swans - Oxygen
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Swans - I Remember Who You Are
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Swans - Screen Shot
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Swans - You're Not Real, Girl
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Swans - Beautiful Child
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Swans - Killing For Company
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Swans - Blood Promise
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Swans - Can't Find My Way Home
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Swans - Failure
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Swans - God Damn The Sun
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Swans - Helpless Child
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Swans - Her
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Swans - I Am The Sun
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Swans - In My Garden
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Swans - Just a Little Boy (For Chester Burnett)
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Swans - Our Love Lies
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Swans - Power For Power
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Swans - Saved
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Swans - Sex, God, Sex
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Swans - Some Things We Do
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Swans - The Great Annihilator
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Swans - The Seer
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Swans - This Is Mine
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Swans - To Be Kind
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Swans - Weakling
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Swans - Yum Yab Killers
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Swans - A Piece Of The Sky
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Swans - All Lined Up
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Swans - Animus
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Swans - Birthing
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Swans - Blackmail
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Swans - Bring The Sun Toussaint L'ouverture
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Swans - Cloud Of Unknowing
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Swans - Cop
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Swans - I Crawled
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Swans - Jane Mary, Cry One Tear
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Swans - Kirsten Supine
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Swans - Let It Come Down
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Swans - Ligeti's Breath / Hilflos Kind
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Swans - Like a Drug (Sha La La La)
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Swans - Love Of Life
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Swans - Lunacy
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Swans - Miracle Of Love
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Swans - Mona Lisa, Mother Earth
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Swans - Money Is Flesh
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Swans - Mother Of The World
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Swans - New Mind
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Swans - No More of This
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Swans - Power And Sacrifice
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Swans - Right Wrong
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Swans - See No More
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Swans - She Loves Us
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Swans - Sunfucker
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Swans - Thank You
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Swans - The Beautiful Days
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Swans - The Beggar
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Swans - The Glowing Man
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Swans - The Hanging Man
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Swans - The Merge
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Swans - The River That Runs With Love It Won't Run Dry
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Swans - The Sound
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Swans - The World Looks Red / The World Looks Black
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Swans - Trust Me
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Swans - Universal Emptiness
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Swans - Volcano
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Swans - Where Does a Body End?
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Swans - You Fucking People Make Me Sick
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Swans - You Know Nothing
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Swans - Your Naked Body
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Swans - Your Property
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Swans - 24 Hours
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Swans - 93 Ave. Blues
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Swans - A Little God In My Hands
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Swans - A Screw Holy Money
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Swans - Alcohol The Seed
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Swans - Amnesia
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Swans - Annaline
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Swans - Anything For You
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Swans - Avatar
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Swans - Away
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Swans - Better Than You
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Swans - Big Strong Boss
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Swans - Blackout
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Swans - Blind Love
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Swans - Blood And Honey
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Swans - Blood On Your Hands
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Swans - Breathing Water
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Swans - Butcher
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Swans - Cache Toi
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Swans - Cathedrals of Heaven
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Swans - Celebrity Lifestyle
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Swans - Children Of God
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Swans - Clay Man
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Swans - Cloud Of Forgetting
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Swans - Cry Me A River
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Swans - Deflowered
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Swans - Deliquescing
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Swans - Ebbing
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Swans - Eden Prison
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Swans - Empathy
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Swans - Everything At Once
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Swans - Fanletter
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Swans - Finally, Peace
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Swans - Fool
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Swans - Frankie M
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Swans - Freak
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Swans - Gang
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Swans - God Loves America
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Swans - Greed
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Swans - Guardian Spirit
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Swans - Half Life
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Swans - Heaven
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Swans - Her Mouth Is Filled With Honey
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Swans - How They Suffer
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Swans - Hypogirl
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Swans - I Am a Tower
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Swans - I See Them All Lined Up
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Swans - I Was a Prisoner In Your Skull
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Swans - Identity
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Swans - In The Eyes Of Nature
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Swans - Inside Madeline
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Swans - It's Coming It's Real
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Swans - Jim
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Swans - Job
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Swans - Laugh
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Swans - Lavender Girl
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Swans - Leaving Meaning
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Swans - Little Mouth
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Swans - Los Angeles: City of Death
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Swans - Love Will Save You
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Swans - Low Life Form
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Swans - Michael Is Done
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Swans - Mind/ Body/ Light/ Sound
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Swans - Minus Something
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Swans - Mother/ Father
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Swans - Mothers Milk
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Swans - My Birth
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Swans - My Buried Child
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Swans - My Phantom Limb
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Swans - Nathalie Neal
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Swans - No Cure For The Lonely
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Swans - No Words No Thoughts
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Swans - Nobody
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Swans - Not Logical
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Swans - Nothing Without You
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Swans - Ode To V
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Swans - One Small Sacrifice
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Swans - Paradise is Mine
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Swans - People Like Us
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Swans - Raping A Slave
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Swans - Real Love
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Swans - Red Rose
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Swans - Red Velvet Wound
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Swans - Red Yellow
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Swans - Reeling The Liars In
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Swans - Right-wrong
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Swans - Rope
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Swans - She Crys (For Spider)
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Swans - She Lives!
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Swans - Shimmer
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Swans - Some New Things
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Swans - Song For a Warrior
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Swans - Song For Dead Time
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Swans - Song For The Sun
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Swans - Speak
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Swans - Spiral Staircase
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Swans - Stay Here
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Swans - Still A Child
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Swans - Stupid Child
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Swans - Surgical Saviour
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Swans - Take Advantage
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Swans - Telepathy
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Swans - The Apostate
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Swans - The Beggar Lover (Three)
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Swans - The Body Lover
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Swans - The Center Of Your Heart
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Swans - The Daughter Brings The Water
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Swans - The Final Sacrifice
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Swans - The Golden Boy That Was Swallowed By The Sea
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Swans - The Healers
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Swans - The Knot
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Swans - The Man Who Refused To Be Unhappy
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Swans - The Memorious
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Swans - The Most Unfortunate Lie
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Swans - The Nub
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Swans - The Other Side Of The World
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Swans - The Parasite
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Swans - The Seer Returns
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Swans - The Sound Of Freedom
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Swans - The Wolf
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Swans - Thug
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Swans - Time Is Money (Bastard)
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Swans - Tragic Seed
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Swans - Troll
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Swans - Troll Lullaby
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Swans - Turned To Stone
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Swans - Unforming
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Swans - Unreal
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Swans - We'll Fall Apart
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Swans - What Does A Body Mean?
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Swans - What Is This?
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Swans - When She Breathes
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Swans - When Will I Return?
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Swans - Why Are We Alive
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Swans - Why Can't I Have What I Want Any Time That I Want?
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Swans - Why Hide
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Swans - Why I Ate My Wife
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Swans - Will We Survive
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Swans - Young God
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Swans - YRP
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Swans - YRP 2
How They Suffer
Swans
Which er, uh, the- the right eye is blind as you know
And that was done, er, unfortunately
As-as a result of a detached retina
And the retina they could never splice together
They tried to seal it together and couldn't
And told me I'd lose my eyesight at that y'know
Short or long term I would lose it
And unfortunately erthretinal uh
A retinal det-detachment started in my left eye
My good eye, which I still have today
And it was the result of glaucoma
And a retinal not detachment but a retinal
I don't know what the hell they call it
But uh, today, uh
I am what they call legally
Because of this retinal problem and er glaucoma, er
I-I'm what they call
Legally blind
Today I do not have a fever
I feel about the same as I did yesterday
I- I'm trying to eat a little better, so I can get stronger
(You exercising?)
I'm exercising by just walking around the, around the house
Went out in the yard just Wednesday
(You have a headache?)
No, I don't think I have a headache
(A little dizzy, today?)
Maybe slightly dizzy
(You feel weaker? Or stronger than you did yesterday?)
Just o- just overnight
I don't seem to be much different over one
Over one night yesterday to today
Takes a little bit longer than that
(Any aches and pains anywhere? Or on when you fell?
Or when you fell on your heater, having your exercise?)
Well, that's the, that's sore, about where I fell on the heater
(Where?)
Here, well I guess here
(Where is that?)
I dunno what you call that
(Does it hurt when you breathe?)
[Cough, cough]
It hurts a little bit when I breathe in a little deeply
(D'you sleep at all?)
Well if you're asleep you can't tell whether you're asleep
