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Swans - My Own Hands
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Swans - Blind
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Swans - You're Not Real, Girl
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Swans - Screen Shot
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Swans - God Damn The Sun
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Swans - Helpless Child
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Swans - Love Will Save You
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Swans - Killing For Company
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Swans - You Know Nothing
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Swans - All Lined Up
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Swans - Blood Promise
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Swans - Her
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Swans - How They Suffer
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Swans - Mind/ Body/ Light/ Sound
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Swans - Mother Of The World
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Swans - No Cure For The Lonely
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Swans - Stay Here
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Swans - The Glowing Man
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Swans - The Seer
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Swans - The Seer Returns
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Swans - Where Does a Body End?
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Swans - Will We Survive
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Swans - Your Property
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Swans - A Piece Of The Sky
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Swans - Avatar
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Swans - Big Strong Boss
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Swans - Empathy
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Swans - Everything At Once
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Swans - Failure
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Swans - Freak
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Swans - God Loves America
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Swans - Heaven
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Swans - I Am The Sun
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Swans - I Crawled
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Swans - I Was a Prisoner In Your Skull
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Swans - Identity
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Swans - In My Garden
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Swans - In The Eyes Of Nature
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Swans - Just a Little Boy (For Chester Burnett)
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Swans - Low Life Form
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Swans - Mothers Milk
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Swans - New Mind
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Swans - She Crys (For Spider)
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Swans - Some Things We Do
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Swans - Song For a Warrior
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Swans - The Apostate
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Swans - The Beggar
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Swans - The Beggar Lover (Three)
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Swans - The Golden Boy That Was Swallowed By The Sea
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Swans - The Most Unfortunate Lie
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Swans - The Sound Of Freedom
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Swans - The World Looks Red / The World Looks Black
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Swans - To Be Kind
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Swans - Volcano
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Swans - 93 Ave. Blues
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Swans - A Little God In My Hands
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Swans - A Screw Holy Money
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Swans - Amnesia
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Swans - Annaline
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Swans - Anything For You
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Swans - Away
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Swans - Beautiful Child
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Swans - Blackout
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Swans - Blood And Honey
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Swans - Bring The Sun Toussaint L'ouverture
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Swans - Butcher
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Swans - Celebrity Lifestyle
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Swans - Children Of God
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Swans - Cloud Of Forgetting
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Swans - Cloud Of Unknowing
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Swans - Deliquescing
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Swans - Ebbing
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Swans - Frankie M
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Swans - Gang
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Swans - Greed
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Swans - Half Life
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Swans - I Remember Who You Are
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Swans - I See Them All Lined Up
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Swans - Jane Mary, Cry One Tear
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Swans - Kirsten Supine
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Swans - Laugh
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Swans - Let It Come Down
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Swans - Ligeti's Breath / Hilflos Kind
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Swans - Love Of Life
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Swans - Lunacy
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Swans - Minus Something
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Swans - Money Is Flesh
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Swans - My Buried Child
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Swans - Nathalie Neal
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Swans - No Words No Thoughts
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Swans - Ode To V
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Swans - Our Love Lies
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Swans - Oxygen
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Swans - Paradise is Mine
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Swans - Power And Sacrifice
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Swans - Power For Power
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Swans - Raping A Slave
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Swans - Real Love
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Swans - Red Velvet Wound
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Swans - Rope
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Swans - She Lives!
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Swans - She Loves Us
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Swans - Song For Dead Time
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Swans - Song For The Sun
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Swans - Speak
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Swans - Spiral Staircase
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Swans - Stupid Child
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Swans - Take Advantage
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Swans - Telepathy
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Swans - The Body Lover
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Swans - The Center Of Your Heart
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Swans - The Daughter Brings The Water
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Swans - The Hanging Man
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Swans - The Other Side Of The World
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Swans - The Parasite
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Swans - The Wolf
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Swans - Thug
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Swans - Time Is Money (Bastard)
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Swans - Troll Lullaby
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Swans - Trust Me
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Swans - Unforming
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Swans - Unreal
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Swans - Weakling
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Swans - Why Are We Alive
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Swans - Why Can't I Have What I Want Any Time That I Want?
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Swans - Why I Ate My Wife
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Swans - You Fucking People Make Me Sick
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Swans - Young God
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Swans - Your Naked Body
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Swans - YRP 2
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Swans - Yum Yab Killers
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Swans - 24 Hours
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Swans - Alcohol The Seed
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Swans - Animus
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Swans - Better Than You
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Swans - Birthing
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Swans - Blackmail
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Swans - Blind Love
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Swans - Blood On Your Hands
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Swans - Breathing Water
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Swans - Cache Toi
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Swans - Can't Find My Way Home
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Swans - Cathedrals of Heaven
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Swans - Clay Man
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Swans - Cop
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Swans - Cry Me A River
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Swans - Deflowered
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Swans - Eden Prison
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Swans - Fanletter
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Swans - Finally, Peace
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Swans - Fool
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Swans - Guardian Spirit
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Swans - Her Mouth Is Filled With Honey
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Swans - Hypogirl
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Swans - I Am a Tower
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Swans - Inside Madeline
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Swans - It's Coming It's Real
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Swans - Jim
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Swans - Job
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Swans - Lavender Girl
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Swans - Leaving Meaning
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Swans - Like a Drug (Sha La La La)
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Swans - Little Mouth
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Swans - Los Angeles: City of Death
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Swans - Michael Is Done
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Swans - Miracle Of Love
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Swans - Mona Lisa, Mother Earth
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Swans - Mother/ Father
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Swans - My Birth
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Swans - My Phantom Limb
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Swans - No More of This
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Swans - Nobody
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Swans - Not Logical
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Swans - Nothing Without You
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Swans - One Small Sacrifice
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Swans - People Like Us
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Swans - Red Rose
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Swans - Red Yellow
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Swans - Reeling The Liars In
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Swans - Right Wrong
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Swans - Right-wrong
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Swans - Saved
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Swans - See No More
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Swans - Sex, God, Sex
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Swans - Shimmer
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Swans - Some New Things
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Swans - Still A Child
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Swans - Sunfucker
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Swans - Surgical Saviour
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Swans - Thank You
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Swans - The Beautiful Days
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Swans - The Final Sacrifice
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Swans - The Great Annihilator
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Swans - The Healers
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Swans - The Knot
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Swans - The Man Who Refused To Be Unhappy
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Swans - The Memorious
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Swans - The Merge
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Swans - The Nub
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Swans - The River That Runs With Love It Won't Run Dry
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Swans - The Sound
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Swans - This Is Mine
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Swans - Tragic Seed
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Swans - Troll
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Swans - Turned To Stone
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Swans - Universal Emptiness
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Swans - We'll Fall Apart
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Swans - What Does A Body Mean?
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Swans - What Is This?
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Swans - When She Breathes
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Swans - When Will I Return?
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Swans - Why Hide
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Swans - YRP
Why Can't I Have What I Want Any Time That I Want?
Swans
I still feel you in my veins, pure and refined, while I raged
Questions are of no consequence
Humiliations are easily subsumed
In oblivion
And indifference
With a love that is malignant and true
All wrong, wrong, wrong
Wrong, wrong, wrong
I am wrong in this skin
But that’s where my need for you begins
With your nails through my hands
On the hill that I till
On the cross that I built
Crying for more, more, more
Give me more, give me more
I am your supplicant, I'm your whore
I'm unconscious on the floor
But my hand is reaching for your door
There's a shadow of your taste
And the blood rush in my gut
No, it’s never, never enough
Why would I ever give you up?
All lost, lost, lost
Now I want to pay the cost
I don’t care, just erase
Every memory, every trace
Let me run through the ruins
From the failure and regret
Just open up my mouth
And pour your tongue into my head
All gone, gone, gone
I am lost without your breath
Now my teeth are cracked and red
I am begging at the foot of your bed
Give me one more taste of death
Why can’t I have what I want any time that I want?
Why can’t I have what I want any time that I want?
