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Sylvan - Chapter 5 - Farewell To Old Friends
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Sylvan - Forgotten Virtue
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Sylvan - Posthumous Silence
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Sylvan - The Sound Of Her World
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Sylvan - A Fairytale Ending
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Sylvan - A Kind Of Eden
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Sylvan - About To Leave
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Sylvan - Answer To Life
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Sylvan - Bequest Of Tears
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Sylvan - Bitter Symphony
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Sylvan - Chapter 2 - Share The World With Me
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Sylvan - Chapter 4 - The Waters I Traveled
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Sylvan - Eternity Ends
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Sylvan - Home
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Sylvan - Human Apologies
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Sylvan - I Still Believe
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Sylvan - King Porn
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Sylvan - No Earthly Reason
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Sylvan - Not Far From The Sky
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Sylvan - On My Odyssey
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Sylvan - Pane Of Truth
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Sylvan - Shine
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Sylvan - So Easy
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Sylvan - So Much More
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Sylvan - Start Of Your Life
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Sylvan - Timeless Traces
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Sylvan - With The Eyes Of a Child
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Sylvan - A Sad Sympathy
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Sylvan - All Of It
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Sylvan - All These Years
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Sylvan - Around The World
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Sylvan - Artificial Paradise
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Sylvan - Belated Gift
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Sylvan - Bit By Bit
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Sylvan - Black And White
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Sylvan - Chapter 1 - The Fountain Of Glow
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Sylvan - Chapter 3 - The Words You Hide
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Sylvan - Childhood Dreams
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Sylvan - Cold Suns
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Sylvan - Deep Inside
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Sylvan - Deliverance
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Sylvan - Embedded
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Sylvan - Encoded At Heart
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Sylvan - Encounters
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Sylvan - Episode 609
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Sylvan - Essence Of Life
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Sylvan - Fearless
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Sylvan - Follow Me
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Sylvan - For One Day
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Sylvan - Force Of Gravity
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Sylvan - Former Life
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Sylvan - From The Silence
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Sylvan - Given-Used-Forgotten
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Sylvan - Go Viral
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Sylvan - God Of Rubbish
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Sylvan - Golden Cage
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Sylvan - Heal
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Sylvan - Hypnotized
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Sylvan - In Between
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Sylvan - In Chains
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Sylvan - In Vain
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Sylvan - Isle In Me
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Sylvan - Long Ago
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Sylvan - Lost
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Sylvan - Message From The Past
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Sylvan - Midnight Sun
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Sylvan - No Way Out
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Sylvan - Not a Goodbye
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Sylvan - Off Her Hands
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Sylvan - On The Verge Of Tears
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Sylvan - One Step Beyond
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Sylvan - Overture
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Sylvan - Part Of Me
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Sylvan - Point Of No Return
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Sylvan - Presentiments
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Sylvan - Presets
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Sylvan - Questions
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Sylvan - Safe
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Sylvan - Seeking Nights
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Sylvan - Shaped Out Of Clouds
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Sylvan - Share The World With Me, Pt. 1
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Sylvan - Signed Away
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Sylvan - Sleep Tight
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Sylvan - Souvenirs
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Sylvan - Strange Emotion
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Sylvan - That's Why It Hurts
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Sylvan - The Colors Changed
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Sylvan - The Last Embrace
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Sylvan - This World Is Not For Me
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Sylvan - Those Defiant Ways
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Sylvan - Through My Eyes
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Sylvan - Today
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Sylvan - Transitory Times
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Sylvan - Tremendously Different
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Sylvan - Trust In Yourself
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Sylvan - Turn Of The Tide
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Sylvan - Unconsciously
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Sylvan - Uncounciously
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Sylvan - Unleashed Power
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Sylvan - Vapour
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Sylvan - When The Leaves Fall Down
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Sylvan - Words From Another Day
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Sylvan - Worlds Apart
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Sylvan - Would You Feel Better
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Sylvan - You Are
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Sylvan - Your Source
That's Why It Hurts
Sylvan
An insisting voice of nature as persistent as my pain
And I stare out of the window, see the rain clouds passing by
A continuous alternation as unstable as my life
It's this everlasting echo, it's this dreadful empty room
It surrounds me full of memories and frustration conquers soon
And why the hell I have to suffer when the wind speaks out your name
And in my egocentric vision - psychologically insane
I shed all my tears, alone in this world
but the longer I weep the more it burns
I whisper my pain, try to fill it with words
but you took them away, that's why it hurts
Read the last words that you left me 'cos there's nothing else to do
Seems as if I hear your voice so I look up, but where are you
Don't know how long I can stand this - still your perfume in our bed
God, this emptiness will kill me if I'm not already dead
When I think of bygone moments - yearning water in my eyes
Still a lot I'd like to tell you, but I can not turn back time
And why the hell I have to suffer in this cruel and unfair world
And when the sun comes out to warm me it's still cold and still it hurts
I shed all my tears, alone in this world
but the longer I weep the more it burns
I whisper my pain, try to fill it with words
but you took them away, that's why it hurts
Why did it slip away And in the end just memories
Why did those blooming days discolour so synthetically
How should I see with my eyes How should I know that all the things
might die How should I start to realise - now I know How should I feel
you'll leave me How should I know that I'm too blind to see How should
I know it's too deep - now I know !
