I hate what I crave when I want to be dominated And yes it still gets me No pleasure without selling myself out I am that stupid myth A constant betrayal and I am complicit I have no memory and I am so full of shit And fresh blood and milk for you to suck I will be your pretty pawn on a pedestal In that gilded cage I will deny my past and my people and my own self I am that ugly truth Complicit in the constant betrayal Blank
I promise now and here to myself and to you Who have bled and torn so much to be true One day I will not get off on being held down I will be nobody's pretty pawn I will not fuck myself dead with a system that fucks you I won't casually trample you for scraps from fascists I promise This is just my stupid story But I can swear to you That there will be no defeat No compromise No defeat
