I know what you did to me, and I don`t accept apologies. I guess you had your reasons but I`m never gonna know. We both knew it wouldn`t last, but now it`s over way too fast. What I lack in motivation I make up for in denial.
Take your hatred out on me, `cause I`m used to live with misery. I don`t care what you call me, as long as you still call me. I face my demons every day and I wish that they would go away. While part of me is dying, I`m happy with my pain.
This was just a game for you and I wish i felt the same way to. I cannot keep from wondering if I`m ever gonna learn. It seems that I have lost the game, and I`ve only got myself to blame. Life is complicated and I`m not the brightest guy.
Would you excuse me please, I have a life to live. I guess I`m gonna make, the same mistakes again.
