Why am I so alone in this world?
Why all my wishes are never obeyed?
How do I cure this endless pain?
That suffocates me, do I really deserve it?
I broke the rules
I went over all my limits
I was so selfish, all time
And I hurt all I had
An unbreakable wall
That is how I’ve always been
Regrettable Unforgivable
All I built, I destroyed
You can say I hide my face from the light
But I’ll always abnegate
Cause I’m blind by my faith
I’m surrounded by an invisible fence
That protects me from the truth
And here I live without you
I’m so alone
I’m living without a part of me
Everything that was so near
Is now so far that I can’t see
Where are all my regrets?
I don’t know why I don’t have them
Why have I always been so different?
From the normal from the right
You can say I hide my face from the light
But I’ll always abnegate
Cause I’m blind by my faith
I’m surrounded by an invisible fence
That protects me from the truth
And here I live without you
What have I become my friend?
Where are my ideas?
Nothing will save myself
Not even my power, not even my pride
You can’t see that I am crying
Cause I need to show that I am strong
But inside here I can feel,
Here I can feel
I look in the mirror
I’m a man without heart
Chorus (2x)
The years are gone
I have no more chances to work it out
For all the prayers
For all who believed in me
For all I made suffer
For everyone who trusted in me
I have just one more choice
That is not looking back
And now end this life
