Hmm (it's top, nigga)
Oh, oh, I ain't sung in so long
Never knew how hard it'd get
Never knew it'd come to this
Real dark places, where I've been
After all, I'm amazed that I conquered it
Came from them shootouts, tell 'em book the stage
Ready for to blow the roof off
Walk from out my cage, tell my celly that I moved out
I ain't notice I was fuckin' up my life, but that they knew about it (lil top, lil top)
Grandpa, how you been, man?
Made 25, doin' time, I'm a grown man
Stare inside my eyes, tell no lies, I was fumblin'
I was totin' that fire, rollin' hard off of one xan'
Tryna find my way without no compass
I wake up everyday, fuckin' up my cake by doin' dumb shit
Tell that last ho she was fake: You ain't my bae, you ain't no woman
I was fucked up 'bout a fate, look at my face, this shit ain't funny
I was chasin' after somethin' that I ain't wanted
I said I'll face it head on, ain't no runnin'
I'm the king of the jungle with some prisoners, end up rumblin'
Had to learn everything ain't finna get solved with my money
I got it all, but tell God I'm needin' something
Never knew how hard it'd get
Never knew it'd come to this
Real dark places, where I've been
After all, I'm amazed that I conquered it
Woah, oh-oh, oh
I don't know what it is holdin' my soul
But I won't give in no more, oh, oh
I gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
On top that mountain, I smoke k2
And know them pills? I popped that
I hear somethin' wrong that I don't like, I just say: Where my Glock at?
People come around just for my lifestyle, thinkin' clear I ain't like that
Don't none of these people 'posed to be 'round, where the fuck my sister at?
Same day, I give 'em fifty grand, same day, they stealin' out my bag
Same day, I pop like twenty xans and don't remember where I'm at
But I said no more
Go and buy a brand-new home with new locks on the door
Got a brand-new phone, out of contact with them hoes
Private-seat jet I done flown with my wife chasin' loads
Young thug nigga said the life, he don't need no more
Still gon' ride with the sword, I say this my choice
Woah, oh-oh, oh
I don't know what it is holdin' my soul (I don't know, I don't know)
But I won't give in no more, oh, oh
I gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
I got the key, I'ma pop my shit, you try to stop, get knocked, bitch
We gon' start this shit off with some shots, already know how top get gget)
Tell 'em it's been hard for me to cope, I don't give no fuck about no ho
My son mama snortin' dope
I ain't fallin' off, too many flows
I'm hearin' shit about my four, know with the five where I reside
You could see the pain all in my eyes
Know you see the growth, the way I stride
I done made it out, but most them nights, inside, I sat up and I cried
I been holdin' on for the longest, I ain't have no seatbelt on the ride
I'll grab them sticks and I'll ride, what you know about that?
Nigga played, I murdered most of them guys, I ain't gotta speak about that
I was bumpin' peep when I was high, gone off of styrofoam bad
Admittin' I'm tired, you got it, gangster, I ain't tryna be with all that
Never knew how hard it'd get
Never knew it'd come to this
Real dark places, where I've been
After all, amazed that I conquered it
Oh-oh-oh, oh
I don't know what it is holdin' my soul
I'm not givin' in no more, oh, oh
Gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
