The voice in my head
Becomes way too much
Going round in barbaric
Cycles second guessing
My luck aversion and disgust
You cannot write this nightmare
I'm not your holy one
Nail me to the fucking cross
The voice in my head
Becomes way too much
You cannot write this nightmare
Aversion and disgust
Salvation still awaits me
I've forgotten what I'm even searching for
Relentless rumination
Endless stagnation
Redemption is no guarantee
Just the echoes of what was before
Why obey the sins of the vile?
Virtue is the blade of denial
I have preached on the thrones of lies
I'll walk free when the falsehood dies
Faith deals no favours
All those years my chase begun
The truth aflame no place to fucking run
Faith deals no favours anymore
Banished from the Heaven's gate
I have been moulded into
Nothing but a big mistake
I will not be found in Heaven
No prayer no comfort
I was dying just to be saved
Merciless reflection
Of a vacant vessel
Going round in circles
This failure monumental
Merciless reflection
Of a vacant vessel
My barbaric cycles
I climb to only crumble
Back and forth I struggle
Exist to be forgotten
This disorder seeking me
The mind a putrid place
It's devoured my body
My soul has finally found me
Just an easy target
It swings again and again
Merciless
Merciless reflection
Of a vacant vessel
