I couldn't hide my face to claim my innocence I wouldn't have the sense to keep going on Maybe I'm just too proud to stand in your defense Still I feel the pull of hidden wires
I'm never gonna try, I lie I dared to speak my mind When all the old changes made before Don't seem to change a thing at all
Are you real?
I wouldn't find my place with this poor disguise Why can't I face myself without these lies? I couldn't find my path without knowing it I've been around every turn, I know what's left is right
I'll never let it die, I tried I dared to free my mind And all the same changes as before Don't seem to change a thing at all
I'm never gonna try I know that I won't go back It started with a smile I know but it won't come back This is real
Should've seen it coming 'Cause now I'm feeling nothing Always taking me far beneath the middle
