Drawings of a happy place 
 Pictures of a joyful face 
 The reality of the hell I've made 
 All I ever had slowly desecrate 
    And I look out my window 
 Not thinking of my mistakes 
 Everything is all good 
 What else can I create to ruin me   
 Porcelain dolls on a dirty shelf 
 The memory of my old self 
 All the things I've done to make it worse 
 The impulsive mind that completes my curse   
 And I look out my window 
 Not thinking of my mistakes 
 Everything is all good 
 What else can I create to ruin me   
 Picture frames with no photographs 
 I don't ever think of the after math 
 Don't know why I hurt, all the ones I love 
 All this pain I caused, fits me like a glove   
 And I look out my window 
 Not thinking of my mistakes 
 Everything is all good 
 What else can I create 
 A confused mind, a broken soul 
 Good or bad, I'm not one of those 
 A confused mind, a broken soul 
 Good or bad, I'm not one of those   
 I look out my window 
 In the face of my mistakes 
 Everything has gone bad 
 What else can I create to ruin me 
 To ruin me... can't let this ruin me