Love Hurts

I don't think you ever fully recover from your
First heartbreak
You sort of just learn to deal with it
Ye
Love hurts
Especially when the person that you love doesn't want to put you first
If I could go reverse
I would pay attention to your actions
And would never pay attention to your words
Bitch you was curse
Tricked me into thinking that you love me
Then you cut me, now I'm bleeding on
This verse
I need to go church
I'm having conversations with the devil
And I'm asking what is life really worth

It's Dax
You fucked up my head
And what's crazy is I'd probably do it all again
At night I sit on my bed
Start praying
While I'm looking up at God
And I ask him when the hell is this pain gon' end
He acts deaf
Been stressed
I remember the texts
Remember the love, phone calls I remember the sex
I'm still haunted by the day that you left
I wasn't good enough but fuck I still gave you my best
Now I'm sick
Fuck

And I don't know what to do
7 billion but not one like you
Ain't it's crazy how we built for two years
But it took 10 seconds and a bad decision
Just to break the whole thing loose
I can't sleep
I can't eat
My heart skip beats
Social media don't help
They'll think I'm weak
I've been screaming that I'm cut but you just watch me bleed
I can't love another woman 'cause the cycle repeats
No

So I just write these song
Ya they help but they don't write wrongs
My life is a museum everybody shows up
And buys tickets but they never wanna
Stay that long
Man I can't move on
Head spinning like a CD rom
Only woman I can trust is mom
And don't you fucking try to say you can relate
Unless you've listened to these lyrics
And you cry while you singing along
Fuck
Love hurts

In the worst way
Imagine catching someone cheating on your birthday
Then they cry and say they love you while they're sitting on his dick
Then bitch why'd you go and do in the first place
Didn't you know you'd hurt me?
Fuck I was just another option on your survey
I could get revenge but that wouldn't
Help my spirit so I gotta make these songs
And let these mufuking fucking words play
Fuck
Oh now I'm doing too much?
I'm supposed to be a man so I'm supposed to act tough?
I put all my fucking eggs in one basket
You were plan A, I didn't ever even think to have a fucking backup
Now I'm stuck
Need a break but I'm in it again
It's all nothing we can't be just friends
First loves are the worst
Love hurts
And I'm stuck inside this cycle
That's gonna end up with you cheating again, WTF
Love hurts
Especially when the person that you love doesn't want to put you first
If I could go reverse
I would pay attention to your actions
And would never pay attention to yo words

Bitch you was curse
Tricked me into thinking that you love
Me then you cut me now I'm bleeding on
This verse
I need to go church
I'm having conversations with the devil
And I'm asking what is life really worth
It's Dax
Your first love will fuck you up man
We've all been there
Love hurts