Pain Paints Paintings

LexNour
Pendo killed the beat

All the pain and the dead weight
That I've mastered is calling me sensei
I've been tripping so much, I need free mind
Like the thoughts in my head are expense paid

Every-time time that they look me in my eyes
They see anger engulf in a dense flame
That could burn down a city of lost souls
And then circle earth in like 10 days

You don't know I been through, you couldn't even guess
I was lost in a state of mind, you couldn't find if I gave an address
I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect
I've been on to the next move
They all check mine like we playing chess
Fuck you, man it's no regrets

I been there and I won't forget
I know what it feels like to get shit on and get no respect
When the people you love don't believe until they see a check
So I'm throwing the peace sign in the meantime man I must confess
Fuck you, man it's no regrets

I'm off that
I said that I been that
I said I was coming
I pulled right up on 'em and now I'ma spin back
I'm in emergence, C, dispatch
So when I arrive in the room I get
Pushed to the front with no kick back, yeah

You cannot minimize every second and every minute I'm working
I see the tweets but I know you ain't
Eating because you can't eat if you chirping
All the pain that burden is 1 of a kind and 2 for
Certain 3 of 4 the important reasons why my raps are sermons

4th I'm learning to cope with pain while I navigate fame
I paint these paintings painfully right on my window pain
The blood that spills is tainted stained and filled with my distain
The strokes evoke that burning flame that circles
Earth in all my rage and washes souls who've lost their way

You don't know I been through, you couldn't even guess
I was lost in a state of mind you couldn't find if I gave an address
I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect
I've been on to the next move they
All check mine like we playing chess
Fuck you, man it's no regrets
You don't know I been through, you couldn't even guess

I was lost in a state of mind you couldn't find if I gave an address
I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect
I've been on to the next move they
All check mine like we playing chess
Fuck you, man it's no regrets

So keep checking, I cut 'em like C sections
I ain't fucking with pussies
You come out the stomach and then it's a beheading
We don't relate

I've aborted the fake and the rest of you week tenants
Get adopted or I'm drinking poison and
Praying to God, the birth is a miscarriage, fuck
Bitch I'm a sinner, my blood is the paint and you can get baptized
I remember the days I was nothing and I got 'em

Stored in my stored mind like flash drive, yeah
I see the fear in they eyes when I speak and I know as I pass by, yeah
That life is a bitch and I'm fucking her
Raw and it's straight in the backside, yeah

I make a move, they checking me on top, so they can't get ahead of me
Stirring the pot, I'm in the stu, right in mix and I got the recipe
My pain is the source of energy
No shortcuts headed to destiny

Ain't gotta cheque don't even check for me
You can get lost like an identity
My thoughts roam my GPS is the pain from the past that I cannot heal
And when I write these words they
Drive my brain to a place that I cannot feel
My emotions spring then fall the seasons change and then reveal LexNour
Pendo killed the beat
That all my pain was just the focus needed use to the steer the wheel

You don't know I been through, you couldn't even guess
I was lost in a state of mind you couldn't find if I gave an address
I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect
I've been on to the next move they
All check mine like we playing chess
Fuck you, man it's no regrets
You don't know I been through, you couldn't even guess

I was lost in a state of mind you couldn't find if I gave an address
I was given them facetime but the time faced was a non connect
I've been on to the next move they
All check mine like we playing chess
Fuck you, man it's no regrets