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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
- 12
Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
- 27
Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
- 31
Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
- 49
Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
- 50
Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
- 54
Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
- 88
Citizen Soldier - Sacred
- 89
Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
- 90
Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
- 99
Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
- 105
Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
- 107
Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
- 108
Citizen Soldier - Isolate
- 109
Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
- 110
Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
- 111
Citizen Soldier - Letdown
- 112
Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
- 113
Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
- 114
Citizen Soldier - The Cage
- 115
Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
- 116
Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
- 117
Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
- 118
Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
- 119
Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
- 120
Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
Always December
Citizen Soldier
Just another day here in my mind
Can't escape what's inside
I've been running my whole damn life
Years go by but the colors won't change
Been so long since I've felt anything
Feelings fading so fast
Like I'm watching my own life through glass
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
When it's always December
Black and white only colors I see
Sunless sky somehow stuck on repeat
But I hold it all down
Don't want anyone to feel this but me
I'm only free from it when I'm asleep
The more I think the more I feel myself sink
Back to this empty place
It's a nightmare I could never explain (never explain)
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
Can't outrun the cold
When it's in my head
In my head
It's been getting old
Wishing I was dead
I was dead
As this overcast suffocates me
I'm done waiting on some sign of spring
I would rather lay here in my bed
Than have to face what lives here in my head
Hell just being awake
Hurts much more than I could ever explain
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
When it's always December