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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
- 12
Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
- 29
Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
- 49
Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
- 50
Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
- 51
Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
- 58
Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
- 65
Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
- 80
Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Found
- 95
Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
- 100
Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
- 103
Citizen Soldier - Invisible
- 104
Citizen Soldier - Isolate
- 105
Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
- 106
Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
- 107
Citizen Soldier - Letdown
- 108
Citizen Soldier - Life Support
- 109
Citizen Soldier - Live Again
- 110
Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
- 111
Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
- 112
Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
- 113
Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
- 114
Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
- 115
Citizen Soldier - Sacred
- 116
Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
- 117
Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
- 118
Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
- 119
Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
- 120
Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
- 122
Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
- 125
Citizen Soldier - Wanted
- 126
Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
- 128
Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
Always December
Citizen Soldier
Just another day here in my mind
Can't escape what's inside
I've been running my whole damn life
Years go by but the colors won't change
Been so long since I've felt anything
Feelings fading so fast
Like I'm watching my own life through glass
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
When it's always December
Black and white only colors I see
Sunless sky somehow stuck on repeat
But I hold it all down
Don't want anyone to feel this but me
I'm only free from it when I'm asleep
The more I think the more I feel myself sink
Back to this empty place
It's a nightmare I could never explain (never explain)
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
Can't outrun the cold
When it's in my head
In my head
It's been getting old
Wishing I was dead
I was dead
As this overcast suffocates me
I'm done waiting on some sign of spring
I would rather lay here in my bed
Than have to face what lives here in my head
Hell just being awake
Hurts much more than I could ever explain
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
When it's always December