- 1
Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
- 2
Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
- 3
Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
- 4
Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
- 5
Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
- 6
Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
- 7
Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
- 8
Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
- 9
Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
- 10
Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
- 11
Citizen Soldier - Burden
- 12
Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
- 13
Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
- 14
Citizen Soldier - Always December
- 15
Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
- 16
Citizen Soldier - Better Place
- 17
Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
- 18
Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
- 19
Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
- 20
Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
- 21
Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
- 22
Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
- 23
Citizen Soldier - Isolate
- 24
Citizen Soldier - Life Support
- 25
Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
- 26
Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
- 27
Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
- 28
Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
- 29
Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
- 30
Citizen Soldier - Wanted
- 31
Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
- 32
Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
- 33
Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
- 34
Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
- 35
Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
- 36
Citizen Soldier - Comparison
- 37
Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
- 38
Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
- 39
Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
- 40
Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
- 41
Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
- 42
Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
- 43
Citizen Soldier - Fever
- 44
Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
- 45
Citizen Soldier - First Blood
- 46
Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
- 47
Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
- 48
Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
- 49
Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
- 50
Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
- 51
Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
- 52
Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
- 53
Citizen Soldier - Soldier
- 54
Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
- 55
Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
- 56
Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
- 57
Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
- 58
Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
- 59
Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
- 60
Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
- 61
Citizen Soldier - Bitter
- 62
Citizen Soldier - Caroline
- 63
Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
- 64
Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
- 65
Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
- 66
Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
- 67
Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
- 68
Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
- 69
Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
- 70
Citizen Soldier - Found
- 71
Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
- 72
Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
- 73
Citizen Soldier - ICU
- 74
Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
- 75
Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
- 76
Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
- 77
Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
- 78
Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
- 79
Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
- 80
Citizen Soldier - Letdown
- 81
Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
- 82
Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
- 83
Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
- 84
Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
- 85
Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
- 86
Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
- 87
Citizen Soldier - Therapy
- 88
Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
- 89
Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
- 90
Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
- 91
Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
- 92
Citizen Soldier - Without You
- 93
Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
- 94
Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
- 95
Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
- 96
Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
- 97
Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
- 98
Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
- 99
Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
- 100
Citizen Soldier - Invisible
- 101
Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
- 102
Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
- 103
Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
- 104
Citizen Soldier - Live Again
- 105
Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
- 106
Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
- 107
Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
- 108
Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
- 109
Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
- 110
Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
- 111
Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
- 112
Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
- 113
Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
- 114
Citizen Soldier - Sacred
- 115
Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
- 116
Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
- 117
Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
- 118
Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
- 119
Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
- 120
Citizen Soldier - The Cage
- 121
Citizen Soldier - The liar
- 122
Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
- 123
Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
- 124
Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
- 125
Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
- 126
Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
- 127
Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
- 128
Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
Always December
Citizen Soldier
Just another day here in my mind
Can't escape what's inside
I've been running my whole damn life
Years go by but the colors won't change
Been so long since I've felt anything
Feelings fading so fast
Like I'm watching my own life through glass
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
When it's always December
Black and white only colors I see
Sunless sky somehow stuck on repeat
But I hold it all down
Don't want anyone to feel this but me
I'm only free from it when I'm asleep
The more I think the more I feel myself sink
Back to this empty place
It's a nightmare I could never explain (never explain)
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
Can't outrun the cold
When it's in my head
In my head
It's been getting old
Wishing I was dead
I was dead
As this overcast suffocates me
I'm done waiting on some sign of spring
I would rather lay here in my bed
Than have to face what lives here in my head
Hell just being awake
Hurts much more than I could ever explain
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
When it's always December