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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Underdog
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
Pretend My Pain Away
Citizen Soldier
I'm so sorry I was never good enough
In your eyes I know I'll always be a monster
Like who I am made me impossible to love
When I just needed empathy
You buried me in so much shame
I won't apologize for who I am
No, not for one more day
I can't pretend my pain away
I can't outrun the pouring rain
In my head, in my head
It's like I'm hiding a hurricane
I can't pretend my pain away
Judge me for what I cannot change
When I'm dead, when I'm dead
You're gonna wish you believed
You make me feel like such a burden
Like my sickness is my fault, can't take this shame
I wish that you could see my pain just like a cancer
I'd be a hero, not a liar like you say
I can't pretend my pain away
I can't outrun the pouring rain
In my head, in my head
It's like I'm hiding a hurricane
I can't pretend my pain away
Judge me for what I cannot change
When I'm dead, when I'm dead
You're gonna wish you believed
When I needed to be loved
You were the jury and the judge
Refused to understand
It messed me up so bad
The more you tried, the less you helped
It only made me hate myself
I can't stand one second more
In the home you never were
I can't pretend my pain away
I can't outrun the pouring rain
In my head, in my head
It's like I'm hiding a hurricane
I can't pretend my pain away
Judge me for what I cannot change
I'm not dead, no not yet
I'm begging you to believe me