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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
Citizen Soldier
Tables turned
Lessons learned
A psych ward napkin changed the life I tried to kill
With three words: Let it burn
But I'd never change a damn thing
Was born in 2016
The day that I stood face-to-face with death
When my world started caving
It pulled me in and it made me
A poet for what people leave unsaid
Where do you run when you're at your limit?
Tell me who can you trust to be the one to witness
You come undone
'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love
So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough
I wish I could heal and say it's done
But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my
Limit, limit
Yeah, I think I've reached my
Limit, limit
But I'll learn how to live with it
I wasn't well but I had peace
I had hope
Normal things
Thought if I got the help I need
It could fix everything
I trusted medicine to save me
Feels like it killed me
With trauma in the back I forgot
Now I live with ptsd and pray that there's an ending
'Cause I don't wanna die inside my head
So tell me where do you run when you're at your limit?
(Where do you run, where do you run)
And tell me who can you trust to be the one to witness
You come undone
'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love
Don't think it's worth it talking 'bout the thoughts I tried to end with a gun
I just wanna heal and say it's done
(Don't wanna run)
But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my
Limit, limit
Yeah, I think I've reached my
Limit, limit
But I'll learn how to live with it
If you're sick in ways that no one understands
Hope you know
You're not alone
If we walk through hell we might as well hold hands
We should make this a home
Where do you run when you're at your limit?
(Where do you run? Where do you run?)
Tell me who can you trust to be the one to witness
(When you)
You come undone
'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love
So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough
I wish I could heal and say it's done
(Don't wanna run)
But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my
Limit, limit
Yeah I think I've reached my
Limit, limit
But together we can live with it