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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
Mess Of Me
Citizen Soldier
(My grenade, my grenade)
(My charade, my charade)
(My grenade, my grenade)
Stay on the inside
Don't let your secret out
Reveal the landslide
That's always pouring down
Down like the rain
Can you see me drowning?
Drifting away
They'll never understand
Why I disappear?
The voices that I hear
Calling me into the darkness
I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out
So sick of holding it down
When no one sees
This mess of me
It's okay, I'm alright
Even though I'm dying inside
I'm never free
Of this mess of me
I dance with demons
Conceal this double life
No rhyme or reason
For the war behind these eyes
Don't get too close
Do you see what I see?
Haunting like a ghost
I'm never free
I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out
So sick of holding it down
When no one sees
This mess of me
It's okay, I'm alright
Even though I'm dying inside
I'm never free
Of this mess of me
This mess of me
No, I'm never free
My charade, my grenade
I will lie for you
I will follow you
Until the end
I'm ashamed, I'm afraid
If they knew the truth
Of my abuse
What would they do?
(What would they do?)
My charade, my grenade
If they knew the truth
Of my abuse
I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out
So sick of holding it down
When no one sees
This mess of me
It's okay, I'm alright
Even though I'm dying inside
I'm never free
Oh, of this mess of me
I'm never free
Of this mess of me