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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Underdog
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
Hospital Bed
Citizen Soldier
What if I didn't give enough?
What if I'm guarded?
And never got to feel real love
What if there's more I never learned?
And I can't heal the ones I've hurt?
What if regret's all I deserve?
The day they put me in the dirt
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
What if I pushed out?
The ones they care the most
What if I'm too proud?
To let anybody close
What if I turn my heart of stone
'Cause nothing hurt when
What if I caught by let it go
And I'm the reason I'm alone?
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the What if I's, What if I's
May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the What if I's, What if I's
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
What am I gonna regret?
(May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
Was I too distant?
Disassociated my dad, too inconsistent
'Cause I never learned how to relax
Hearing, Baby, don't cry
He don't wanna play
Daddy's feeling anxious, give him some space
Memory lost that I can't replace
She'll be talking about me in therapy some day