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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Underdog
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
Who I Am
Citizen Soldier
In silence tearing me apart
Only seeing to the surface
They refuse to see my heart
In this mould that they have made me
Tried so hard to fit in tight
Every day's a punishment
For being human but the wrong kind
All their heavy words I carry
Try to grind them down to dust
But the pile's getting so deep
Pretty soon it's gonna bury us
I see two paths that sit before me
The decision's mine to make
Do I wear the mask and follow
Or pay the price of bеing brave?
These wounds aren't healing
And I am scared to death
That I'll look into the mirror
And believe the things they've said
No I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy
Maybe they will never understand
Can't keep facing this fire, I'm so damn tired
Of being who I am
No need to say that I'm immoral
No need to tell me I'm a freak
Don't waste your breath, you made that more than clear
In the way you looked at me
The only choices that you give me
Two different ways I can be killed
Hate my life for being fake
Or hate myself for being real
These wounds aren't healing
And I am scared to death
That I'll look into the mirror
And believe the things they've said
No I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy
Maybe they will never understand
Can't keep facing this fire, I'm so damn tired
(Of being who I am)
Every day I wanna die, but nobody helps
'Cause they're too busy praying I'll be someone else
Every day is full of pain that they have never felt
But they're too busy praying I'll be someone else
These wounds aren't healing
And I am scared to death
That I'll look into the mirror
And believe the things they've said
No I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy
Maybe they will never understand
Can't keep facing this fire, I'm so damn tired
Of being who I am