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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - Underdog
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
My Little Secret
Citizen Soldier
I cannot fall asleep
Suffocating in doubt, all night face down
Drowning in this memory
As I lay me down to sleep
I pray the memories won’t find me
Hit the bottle, hit the pills, trying anything
Just to forget what you did to me
Won't tell my friends, won't tell my shrink
Yeah, maybe I should say something
But I'm terrified you'll put the blame on me
So I live with the ghost, keep it buried deep
Face down as I drown in this memory
My past is taking over me
The more I fight it, it just won't let go
I cannot close my eyes
I cannot fall asleep
Suffocating in doubt, all night face down
Drowning in this memory
It has me paralyzed
It's always haunting me
And no one believes me 'cause no one can see it
Might kill me to keep it
It's my little secret
I've seen so much I can't unsee
I've learned to suffer silently
Fight a war every day that no one sees
It's torture always remembering
I don't want them to think I'm weak
So I bite my tongue until it bleeds
The weight of this is breaking me
To keep it under lock and key
I cannot close my eyes
I cannot fall asleep
Suffocating in doubt, all night face down
Drowning in this memory
It has me paralyzed
It's always haunting me
And no one believes me 'cause no one can see it
Might kill me to keep it
It's my little secret
Face down as I drown in this memory
My past is taking over me
The more I fight it, it just won't let go
It just won't let go
I cannot close my eyes
I cannot fall asleep
Suffocating in doubt, all night face down
Drowning in this memory
It has me paralyzed
It's always haunting me
And no one believes me 'cause no one can see it
Might kill me to keep it
It's my little
My little secret