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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Found
- 49
Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
- 50
Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
- 53
Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
- 55
Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
- 105
Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
- 107
Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
- 114
Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
- 116
Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
- 117
Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
- 118
Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
- 119
Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Underdog
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
Always December
Citizen Soldier
Just another day here in my mind
Can't escape what's inside
I've been running my whole damn life
Years go by but the colors won't change
Been so long since I've felt anything
Feelings fading so fast
Like I'm watching my own life through glass
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
When it's always December
Black and white only colors I see
Sunless sky somehow stuck on repeat
But I hold it all down
Don't want anyone to feel this but me
I'm only free from it when I'm asleep
The more I think the more I feel myself sink
Back to this empty place
It's a nightmare I could never explain (never explain)
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
Can't outrun the cold
When it's in my head
In my head
It's been getting old
Wishing I was dead
I was dead
As this overcast suffocates me
I'm done waiting on some sign of spring
I would rather lay here in my bed
Than have to face what lives here in my head
Hell just being awake
Hurts much more than I could ever explain
No one sees but it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees but it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this life is worth living
Get hard to remember
When it's always December