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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
Better Than I Used to Be
Citizen Soldier
Of the problems I catastrophize
Used to drown in (drown in), in the riptide (in the riptide)
Of perfection, thoughts in black and white
Patience don't come easily
My best friend was apathy
Living blind means anxiously
'Cause when I slow down, I can see
I've still got mountains (mountains) to climb on my way out of bed
I've still got oceans (oceans) to cross inside of my own head
But I'm not losing sleep
'Cause I'm a little bit better than I used to be
Used to hide in (hide in) in the deep blue of deprecation I romanticized
Used to swim from (swim from), from the shoreline (shoreline)
Of the good things I would minimize (I would minimize)
Patience don't come easily
And growth is perfect's enemy
And healing ain't a guarantee
But when I slow down I can see
I've still got mountains (mountains) to climb on my way out of bed
I've still got oceans (oceans) to cross inside of my own head
But I'm not losing sleep
'Cause I'm a little bit better than I used to be
I still got demons (demons) that drag me down and want me dead
A million reasons (reasons) to fall apart, but I ain't stressed
Yeah, I've bought room to breathe
'Cause I'm a little bit better than I used to be
I was tryna see the bright side with a blindfold on
Taking orders from my thoughts as if they're never wrong
Was avoiding all resistance, wishing I was strong
So, when I wanna be the martyr, I'm gonna try a little harder
I found comfort in distortions that I sold myself
'Cause nothing hurts if you believe you're too far gone for help
But if I'm growing, that's enough, I wish the old me well
'Cause when I wanna be the martyr, I'm gonna try a little harder
I've still got mountains (mountains) to climb on my way out of bed
I've still got oceans (oceans) to cross inside of my own head
But I'm not losing sleep
I'm a little bit better than I used to be
I still got demons (demons) that drag me down and want me dead
A million reasons (reasons) to fall apart, but I ain't stressed
Yeah, that's alright with me
I'm a little bit better than I used to be