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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
Dead Butterflies
Citizen Soldier
I just don't wanna be alive, in black, in white
'Cause nothing matters when my mind is like cyanide
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Free from pain, numb's the price
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Comfort of a warm embrace, jokes that got me through the day
Friends I couldn't live without mean nothing now, nothing now (nothing now)
I love you's and you'll be okay's, affirmations that I craved
Words that helped when I was down mean nothing now, nothing now (nothing now)
Emotions paralyzed and pinned down tight
They all forgot how to fly
I don't wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive, in black, in white
'Cause nothing matters when my mind is like cyanide
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Free from pain, numb's the price
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Deepest dreams I live to chase, passions that outweighed the pain
Accolades that made me proud mean nothing now, nothing now (nothing now)
Emotions paralyzed and pinned down tight
Where dopamine goes to die
I don't wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive, in black, in white
'Cause nothing matters when my mind is like cyanide
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Free from pain, numb's the price
Drowning me in dead butterflies (butterflies)
When I try to feel, I fall
Every ceiling is a wall
What the hell are these wings for?
When I try to feel, I fall
Every ceiling is a wall
What the hell are these wings for?
The reasons I'd commit to stay, the optimist that kept me sane
The faith I used to never doubt, mean nothing now
I don't wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive, in black, in white
'Cause nothing matters when my mind is like cyanide
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Free from pain, numb's the price
Drowning me in dead butterflies