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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
Dead Butterflies
Citizen Soldier
I just don't wanna be alive, in black, in white
'Cause nothing matters when my mind is like cyanide
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Free from pain, numb's the price
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Comfort of a warm embrace, jokes that got me through the day
Friends I couldn't live without mean nothing now, nothing now (nothing now)
I love you's and you'll be okay's, affirmations that I craved
Words that helped when I was down mean nothing now, nothing now (nothing now)
Emotions paralyzed and pinned down tight
They all forgot how to fly
I don't wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive, in black, in white
'Cause nothing matters when my mind is like cyanide
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Free from pain, numb's the price
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Deepest dreams I live to chase, passions that outweighed the pain
Accolades that made me proud mean nothing now, nothing now (nothing now)
Emotions paralyzed and pinned down tight
Where dopamine goes to die
I don't wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive, in black, in white
'Cause nothing matters when my mind is like cyanide
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Free from pain, numb's the price
Drowning me in dead butterflies (butterflies)
When I try to feel, I fall
Every ceiling is a wall
What the hell are these wings for?
When I try to feel, I fall
Every ceiling is a wall
What the hell are these wings for?
The reasons I'd commit to stay, the optimist that kept me sane
The faith I used to never doubt, mean nothing now
I don't wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive, in black, in white
'Cause nothing matters when my mind is like cyanide
Drowning me in dead butterflies
Free from pain, numb's the price
Drowning me in dead butterflies