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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
Good Enough For God
Citizen Soldier
Save me from this sick obsession of wishing you were proud of me
Anything for your affection, overdosed on wine and bread
The introspection's just a weapon, and it'll be the cause of death
I wouldn't blame you for pretending not to hear me pray
I bet you're sick of watching me make all the same mistakes
Know I've been distant, I'm not trying to take the easy way
I just can't imagine any paradise that's worth this pain
I've had my darkest thoughts, trying to get to heaven
Twisted my mind in knots, trying to be forgiven
Counting all the reasons I could go to hell, but
Can't think of even one why I should love myself 'cause
I've never felt more lost, tryin' to be good enough for God
Good enough for God
All my deepest scars are mental, from living with this quietly
My body has become a temple for all of my anxieties
My core beliefs are so judgmental, I worship in the church they built
If I can't let this go, I don't know if I can live with all this guilt
I've had my darkest thoughts, trying to get to heaven
Twisted my mind in knots, trying to be forgiven
Counting all the reasons I could go to hell, but
Can't think of even one why I should love myself 'cause
I've never felt more lost, tryin' to be good enough for God
Good enough for God
Some days I let myself get angry 'cause I tried my best
Then overthink it, hit the gaslight, start to second-guess
The biggest question in my head, I don't know how to tell
Am I a failure, or did you just set me up to fail?
Am I a failure, or did you just set me up to fail?
Am I a failure, or did you just set me up to fail?
I've had the darkest thoughts, trying to get to heaven
Twisted my mind in knots, trying to be forgiven
Counting all the reasons I could go to hell, but
Can't think of even one why I should love myself 'cause
I've never felt more lost, tryin' to be good enough for God
Good enough for God
(Save me from this sick obsession)
(Of wishing you were proud of me) good enough for God
Father, this is my confession
Sending it from bloody knees (good enough for God)
Father, this is
Father, this is
Father, this is my confession