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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
Good Enough For God
Citizen Soldier
Save me from this sick obsession of wishing you were proud of me
Anything for your affection, overdosed on wine and bread
The introspection's just a weapon, and it'll be the cause of death
I wouldn't blame you for pretending not to hear me pray
I bet you're sick of watching me make all the same mistakes
Know I've been distant, I'm not trying to take the easy way
I just can't imagine any paradise that's worth this pain
I've had my darkest thoughts, trying to get to heaven
Twisted my mind in knots, trying to be forgiven
Counting all the reasons I could go to hell, but
Can't think of even one why I should love myself 'cause
I've never felt more lost, tryin' to be good enough for God
Good enough for God
All my deepest scars are mental, from living with this quietly
My body has become a temple for all of my anxieties
My core beliefs are so judgmental, I worship in the church they built
If I can't let this go, I don't know if I can live with all this guilt
I've had my darkest thoughts, trying to get to heaven
Twisted my mind in knots, trying to be forgiven
Counting all the reasons I could go to hell, but
Can't think of even one why I should love myself 'cause
I've never felt more lost, tryin' to be good enough for God
Good enough for God
Some days I let myself get angry 'cause I tried my best
Then overthink it, hit the gaslight, start to second-guess
The biggest question in my head, I don't know how to tell
Am I a failure, or did you just set me up to fail?
Am I a failure, or did you just set me up to fail?
Am I a failure, or did you just set me up to fail?
I've had the darkest thoughts, trying to get to heaven
Twisted my mind in knots, trying to be forgiven
Counting all the reasons I could go to hell, but
Can't think of even one why I should love myself 'cause
I've never felt more lost, tryin' to be good enough for God
Good enough for God
(Save me from this sick obsession)
(Of wishing you were proud of me) good enough for God
Father, this is my confession
Sending it from bloody knees (good enough for God)
Father, this is
Father, this is
Father, this is my confession