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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Underdog
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
Citizen Soldier
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
Don't get me started
Don't get me started
I've got a closet full of skeletons
But I don't think that you can handle them
I've got a milion reasons why I keep it guarded
Don't get me started
Don't get me started
So now I'm too depressing to be around, I'm guessing
Being friends with me is just too hard
There's danger in expressing and safety in suppressing
In burying my broken parts
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
Avoid me when I'm vulnerable
My story makes you so uncomfortable
Feels like being brave is what gets you discarded
Don't get me started, don't get me started
The disbelief deep in your eyes and saying I need help
Left a crater in my mind that makes me blame myself
What good's the truth if it keeps getting disregarded?
Don't get me started
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
Don't want anyone to drown with me
I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake
I'd rather die than let you see me break
I'm too heavy, I'm too heavy
Don't want anyone to drown with me
I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake
I'd rather die than let you see me break
I'm too heavy, too heavy
You don't like who I've become
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
Don't get me started
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
Too heavy, too heavy
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
Too heavy, too heavy
I'm too much for everyone