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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
Hospital Bed
Citizen Soldier
What if I didn't give enough?
What if I'm guarded?
And never got to feel real love
What if there's more I never learned?
And I can't heal the ones I've hurt?
What if regret's all I deserve?
The day they put me in the dirt
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
What if I pushed out?
The ones they care the most
What if I'm too proud?
To let anybody close
What if I turn my heart of stone
'Cause nothing hurt when
What if I caught by let it go
And I'm the reason I'm alone?
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the What if I's, What if I's
May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the What if I's, What if I's
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
What am I gonna regret?
(May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
Was I too distant?
Disassociated my dad, too inconsistent
'Cause I never learned how to relax
Hearing, Baby, don't cry
He don't wanna play
Daddy's feeling anxious, give him some space
Memory lost that I can't replace
She'll be talking about me in therapy some day