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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
Hospital Bed
Citizen Soldier
What if I didn't give enough?
What if I'm guarded?
And never got to feel real love
What if there's more I never learned?
And I can't heal the ones I've hurt?
What if regret's all I deserve?
The day they put me in the dirt
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
What if I pushed out?
The ones they care the most
What if I'm too proud?
To let anybody close
What if I turn my heart of stone
'Cause nothing hurt when
What if I caught by let it go
And I'm the reason I'm alone?
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the What if I's, What if I's
May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the What if I's, What if I's
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
What am I gonna regret?
(May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(May sounds strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been think about death)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
Was I too distant?
Disassociated my dad, too inconsistent
'Cause I never learned how to relax
Hearing, Baby, don't cry
He don't wanna play
Daddy's feeling anxious, give him some space
Memory lost that I can't replace
She'll be talking about me in therapy some day