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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - Underdog
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
Mess Of Me
Citizen Soldier
(My grenade, my grenade)
(My charade, my charade)
(My grenade, my grenade)
Stay on the inside
Don't let your secret out
Reveal the landslide
That's always pouring down
Down like the rain
Can you see me drowning?
Drifting away
They'll never understand
Why I disappear?
The voices that I hear
Calling me into the darkness
I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out
So sick of holding it down
When no one sees
This mess of me
It's okay, I'm alright
Even though I'm dying inside
I'm never free
Of this mess of me
I dance with demons
Conceal this double life
No rhyme or reason
For the war behind these eyes
Don't get too close
Do you see what I see?
Haunting like a ghost
I'm never free
I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out
So sick of holding it down
When no one sees
This mess of me
It's okay, I'm alright
Even though I'm dying inside
I'm never free
Of this mess of me
This mess of me
No, I'm never free
My charade, my grenade
I will lie for you
I will follow you
Until the end
I'm ashamed, I'm afraid
If they knew the truth
Of my abuse
What would they do?
(What would they do?)
My charade, my grenade
If they knew the truth
Of my abuse
I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out
So sick of holding it down
When no one sees
This mess of me
It's okay, I'm alright
Even though I'm dying inside
I'm never free
Oh, of this mess of me
I'm never free
Of this mess of me