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Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Everybody Hates You
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
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Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
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Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
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Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
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Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
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Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Better Than I Used to Be
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Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
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Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
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Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral
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Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - I Believe You
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
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Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
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Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
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Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
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Citizen Soldier - Better Off Broken
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Citizen Soldier - Bitter
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Citizen Soldier - Bulletproof
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
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Citizen Soldier - Comparison
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Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies
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Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
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Citizen Soldier - Feelings Aren’t Forever
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Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
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Citizen Soldier - Letdown
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Resilient
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Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
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Citizen Soldier - Save Me From My Angels
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Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
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Citizen Soldier - Say Nothing (feat. LEXX)
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Citizen Soldier - Soldier
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Citizen Soldier - Somebody's Proud f You
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Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Worth It All
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Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
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Citizen Soldier - Always December
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Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
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Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
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Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
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Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
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Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
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Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fever
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Citizen Soldier - Figure Me Out
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Citizen Soldier - First Blood
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Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
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Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
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Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
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Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - Hospital Bed
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Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
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Citizen Soldier - ICU
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Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
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Citizen Soldier - Inner Critic
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Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
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Citizen Soldier - It Doesn't Get Better
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Citizen Soldier - It Ends With Me
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Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
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Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
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Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
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Citizen Soldier - Life Support
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Citizen Soldier - Made By Misery
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Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
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Citizen Soldier - Only One
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Citizen Soldier - Out of Your Gravity
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Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
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Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
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Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
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Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
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Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
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Citizen Soldier - Sit in Your Shadown
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Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
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Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
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Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - The liar
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Citizen Soldier - The Other Side Of Pain
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Citizen Soldier - Therapy
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Too Loud
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
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Citizen Soldier - Underdog
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Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
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Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
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Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
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Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
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Citizen Soldier - Without You
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
My Own Miracle
Citizen Soldier
For worse or for better 'cause I've never had anyone
To stay long enough to see the weather
The pain and the pressure I carry like a loaded gun
Been through things that you can't see
A kind of suffering the eyes don't notice
Rather hide when I'm hurting
Than be a burden 'cause all I know is
Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down
They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud
Nobody had faith I'd ever be found
Born into a hole six feet underground
I had to love me when nobody cared
And be the family that never was there
Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual
Had to be my own, my own miracle
Worked twice as hard through the diseases
And make up for the weakness, advice is not visible
No friends to pick up all the pieces
No sympathy or sweetness, no wonder I'm cynical
Walk the path that will kill most
Where a heart closed and you left to temper
I don't know how to love 'cause
I tried to trust but then I remembered
Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down
They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud
Nobody had faith I'd ever be found
Born into a hole six feet underground
I had to love me when nobody cared
And be the family that never was there
Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual
Had to be my own, my own miracle
Are you okay? You need to chat?
The questions I was never to ask
I should feel strong but I just feel sad
So just let me grieve what I never had
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down
They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud
Nobody had faith I'd ever be found
Born into a hole six feet underground
I had to love me when nobody cared
And be the family that never was there
Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual
Had to be my own, my own miracle