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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
- 2
La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
- 3
La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - I See Everything
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
- 12
La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
- 13
La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
- 14
La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
- 15
La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
- 16
La Dispute - Damaged Goods
- 17
La Dispute - How I Feel
- 18
La Dispute - Nine
- 19
La Dispute - A Letter
- 20
La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
- 21
La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
- 23
La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
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La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
- 29
La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
- 30
La Dispute - You And I In Unison
- 31
La Dispute - A Broken Jar
- 32
La Dispute - A Poem
- 33
La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
- 34
La Dispute - Fairmount
- 35
La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - Five
- 37
La Dispute - Future Wars
- 38
La Dispute - Said the King To the River
- 39
La Dispute - The Castle Builders
- 40
La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
- 41
La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
- 42
La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
- 43
La Dispute - A Departure
- 44
La Dispute - End Times Sermon
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La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
- 50
La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
- 51
La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - Last Blues
- 53
La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
- 54
La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
- 55
La Dispute - Objects In Space
- 56
La Dispute - Only Everything Below
- 57
La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
- 58
La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
- 59
La Dispute - Saturation Diver
- 60
La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
- 61
La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
- 62
La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
- 63
La Dispute - Steve
- 64
La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
- 65
La Dispute - The Child We Lost
- 66
La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
- 67
La Dispute - Thirteen
- 68
La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
- 69
La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
- 70
La Dispute - You Ascendant
- 71
La Dispute - A
- 72
La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
- 73
La Dispute - Autofiction detail
- 74
La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Eleven
- 76
La Dispute - Four
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
- 78
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
- 79
La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
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La Dispute - Seven
- 82
La Dispute - Six
- 83
La Dispute - Stay Happy There
- 84
La Dispute - Ten
- 85
La Dispute - The Field
- 86
La Dispute - Three
- 87
La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
- 88
La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - Two
- 90
La Dispute - Untitled
Five
La Dispute
most repeat the same theme over and over again, it's
as if they were trying to refine what seems so strange
and off and important to them, it's done by everybody
because each must work out what is before them
over and over again because
that is their personal tiny miracle
like now as like before and before I have been listening to symphony after
symphony from this radio
makes me realize that certain people now long dead were able to
transgress graveyards
and traps and cages and bones and limbs
in tiny rented rooms I was struck by miracles
the flesh covers the bone
and they put a mind
in there and
sometimes a soul,
and the women break
vases against the walls
and the men (they) drink too
much
and nobody finds the
one
but keep
looking
crawling in and out
of beds.
flesh covers
the bone and the
flesh searches
for more than
flesh.
there is a loneliness in this world so great
that you can see it in the slow movement of
the hands of a clock
people so tired
mutilated
either by love or no love.
people just are not good to each other
we are afraid.
our educational system tells us
that we can all be
big winners
it hasn't told us
about the gutters
or the suicides.
or the terror of one person
aching in one place
alone
untouched
unspoken to
people are not good to each other.
people are not good to each other.
I suppose they never will be.
I don't ask them to be.
but sometimes I think about
it.
there must be a way.
surely there must be a way that we have not yet
thought of.
there's no chance
at all:
we are all trapped
by a singular
fate.
nobody ever finds
the one.
who put this brain inside of me?
it cries
it demands
it says that there is a chance.
it has kept the rope from my throat
maybe it will loosen
yours
the city dumps fill
the junkyards fill
the madhouses fill
the hospitals fill
the graveyards fill
nothing else
fills.
