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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - I See Everything
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La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
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La Dispute - How I Feel
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La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A Poem
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La Dispute - Autofiction detail
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
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La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
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La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
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La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
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La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Fairmount
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La Dispute - Five
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La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - End Times Sermon
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La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - Future Wars
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
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La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
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La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
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La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
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La Dispute - Stay Happy There
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La Dispute - Steve
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La Dispute - The Castle Builders
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La Dispute - The Field
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La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
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La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - You Ascendant
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Eleven
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La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
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La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Four
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
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La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
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La Dispute - Last Blues
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La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
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La Dispute - Objects In Space
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La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Only Everything Below
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La Dispute - Saturation Diver
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La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
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La Dispute - Seven
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La Dispute - Six
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La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
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La Dispute - Ten
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
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La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
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La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
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La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - Two
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La Dispute - Untitled
Six
La Dispute
Whence the stone would fall back of its own weight.
They had thought with some reason
That there is no more dreadful punishment than futile and hopeless labor.
Nothing is told us about sisyphus in the underworld.
Myths are made for the imagination.
As for this myth, one sees merely the whole effort
Of a body straining to raise the huge stone
To roll it and push it up a slope a hundred times over;
One sees the face screwed up, the cheek tight against the stone,
The wholly human security of two earth-clotted hands.
At the very end of his long effort, the purpose is achieved.
Then sisyphus watches the stone rush down in a few moments
Toward the lower world whence he will have to push it up again toward the summit.
He goes back down to the plain.
It is during that return, that pause, that sisyphus interests me.
A face that toils so close to stones is already stone itself.
I see that man going back down with a heavy yet measured step
Toward the torment of which he will never know the end.
That hour like a breathing-space which returns as surely as his suffering,
That is the hour of consciousness.
At each of those moments when he leaves the heights
And gradually sinks toward the lairs of the gods,
He is superior to his fate.
He is stronger than his rock.
The workman of today works everyday in his life at the same tasks,
And his fate is no less absurd.
But it is tragic only at the rare moments when it becomes conscious.
Sisyphus knows the whole extent of his wretched condition:
It is what he thinks of during his descent.
There is no fate that can not be surmounted by scorn.
If the descent is thus sometimes performed in sorrow,
It can also take place in joy.
When the images of earth cling too tightly to memory,
It happens that melancholy arises in man's heart:
This is the rock's victory.
But crushing truths perish from being acknowledged.
Thus, edipus at the outset obeys fate without knowing it.
But from the moment he knows, his tragedy begins.
Yet at the same moment, he realizes that the only bond
Linking him to the world is the cool hand of a girl.
Then a tremendous remark rings out:
"Despite so many ordeals, my advanced age
And the nobility of my soul make me conclude that all is well."
"I conclude that all is well," says edipus.
And that remark is sacred.
It echoes in the wild and limited universe of man.
It teaches that all is not, has not been, exhausted.
All sisyphus' silent joy is contained therein.
His fate belongs to him.
The rock is still rolling.
