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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - I See Everything
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
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La Dispute - How I Feel
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
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La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
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La Dispute - The Castle Builders
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
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La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - End Times Sermon
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Saturation Diver
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
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La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
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La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - A Poem
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La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
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La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
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La Dispute - Autofiction detail
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Eleven
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La Dispute - Fairmount
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La Dispute - Five
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Four
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - Future Wars
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La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
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La Dispute - Last Blues
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La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
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La Dispute - Objects In Space
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La Dispute - Only Everything Below
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La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
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La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
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La Dispute - Seven
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La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Six
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La Dispute - Stay Happy There
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La Dispute - Ten
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La Dispute - The Field
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
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La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - Two
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La Dispute - Untitled
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La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - You Ascendant
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
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La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
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La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
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La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
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La Dispute - Steve
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La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
A Broken Jar
La Dispute
One last letter now. one last attempt to make sense.
Who have i been writing to? i'm not sure anymore.
What have i been trying to accomplish?
It's a mystery, i guess. self-made secrecy.
Things get cloudy and now all these stories and
The struggle as an undercurrent, both get blurry by the minute both get blurrier.
So, which voice is this then that i've been writing in? is it my own or his?
Has there ever been a difference between them at all?
I don't know i don't know.
One last desperate plea. one last verse to sing.
One last laugh track to accompany the comedy.
Have i been losing it completely? losing sanity?
Or has it been fabricated, fashioned by the worst of me?
I know i knocked the table over because i watched the jar break
And i've been trying to repair it every single stupid day
But won't the cracks still show no matter how well it's assembled
Can i ever just decide to let it die and let you go?
All my motives and every single narrative below reflects
That moment when it broke and will i never let it go
No matter what? now i am throwing all the shards away,
Discarding every fragment, and fumbling uncertain towards a curtain call
That no one wants to happen,
That no ones going to clap for at all, but that still has to be.
