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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - Autofiction detail
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
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La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - A Poem
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La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
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La Dispute - Future Wars
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La Dispute - I See Everything
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
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La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
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La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
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La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
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La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Six
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La Dispute - Stay Happy There
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La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
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La Dispute - The Field
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - Two
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La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - End Times Sermon
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La Dispute - Four
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
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La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
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La Dispute - Ten
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La Dispute - The Castle Builders
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La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
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La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
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La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
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La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - Untitled
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
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La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Eleven
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
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La Dispute - Fairmount
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La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
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La Dispute - Five
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
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La Dispute - How I Feel
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La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
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La Dispute - Last Blues
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La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
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La Dispute - Objects In Space
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La Dispute - Only Everything Below
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La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
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La Dispute - Saturation Diver
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La Dispute - Seven
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La Dispute - Steve
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
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La Dispute - You Ascendant
A Broken Jar
La Dispute
One last letter now. one last attempt to make sense.
Who have i been writing to? i'm not sure anymore.
What have i been trying to accomplish?
It's a mystery, i guess. self-made secrecy.
Things get cloudy and now all these stories and
The struggle as an undercurrent, both get blurry by the minute both get blurrier.
So, which voice is this then that i've been writing in? is it my own or his?
Has there ever been a difference between them at all?
I don't know i don't know.
One last desperate plea. one last verse to sing.
One last laugh track to accompany the comedy.
Have i been losing it completely? losing sanity?
Or has it been fabricated, fashioned by the worst of me?
I know i knocked the table over because i watched the jar break
And i've been trying to repair it every single stupid day
But won't the cracks still show no matter how well it's assembled
Can i ever just decide to let it die and let you go?
All my motives and every single narrative below reflects
That moment when it broke and will i never let it go
No matter what? now i am throwing all the shards away,
Discarding every fragment, and fumbling uncertain towards a curtain call
That no one wants to happen,
That no ones going to clap for at all, but that still has to be.
