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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - A Poem
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - I See Everything
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
- 12
La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - Fairmount
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
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La Dispute - Autofiction detail
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Future Wars
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La Dispute - Last Blues
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - Objects In Space
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La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
- 37
La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
- 39
La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
- 47
La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Eleven
- 49
La Dispute - End Times Sermon
- 50
La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
- 51
La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
- 52
La Dispute - Five
- 53
La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
- 54
La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
- 55
La Dispute - Four
- 56
La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
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La Dispute - How I Feel
- 59
La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
- 60
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
- 61
La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
- 62
La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
- 63
La Dispute - One
- 64
La Dispute - Only Everything Below
- 65
La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - Saturation Diver
- 68
La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
- 69
La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
- 70
La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
- 71
La Dispute - Seven
- 72
La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Six
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La Dispute - Stay Happy There
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La Dispute - Steve
- 77
La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
- 78
La Dispute - Ten
- 79
La Dispute - The Castle Builders
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
- 81
La Dispute - The Field
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La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
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La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
- 85
La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
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La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
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La Dispute - Two
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La Dispute - Untitled
- 90
La Dispute - You Ascendant
Anxiety Panorama
La Dispute
I never change
Buried it behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
My palm against you
Your ever-anxious days
Buried in behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
And it causes you to shake
The shape of my mistakes
Buried in behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
My palm against your forehead
Your ever-anxious days
I felt afraid and ashamed
That I felt anything at all
I felt you panicking, your shattering
Your catastrophic fall
And I felt long gone
Already so far gone
Already anxious, you're shaking now
You’re breaking down, I failed you all along
My panic grips your own pain spills that poison in you
I'm pleading for forgiveness
How I failed so many times
Competes now with your own pain
In your ever-anxious mind
You plea to break your chain
Our ever-changing life
To be buried from behind the darkness hides
That brightest light
My hand against you
Your ever-anxious mind
Will be buried in behind the poison spills
That panic brings back
Image in my mind
Of that nightstand by your bedside
And the sharp edge you would swing to strike
Would break my hand instead
How you clattered all arrhythmic
On that fixture on the wall
Where I caught you silver cabbage moth
Your powder left still lingers in my palm
I was building landmarks for my errors in your scars
I was in the wrong to start
I was building landmarks for my errors in your scars
I was in the wrong
I felt your pain
I felt my hands shake hard
I felt afraid and ashamed
That I felt anything at all
I felt you panicking, your shattering
Your catastrophic fall
And I felt long gone
I said your name out loud
Already anxious I broke it all
I'll fix it all, I failed you all along
My hands buried all the bad in you
My hands never get it back
My hands buried all the bad in you
My hands never get it back
