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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - I See Everything
- 9
La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - Seven
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
- 19
La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
- 22
La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A Poem
- 24
La Dispute - Autofiction detail
- 25
La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
- 26
La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
- 27
La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
- 29
La Dispute - Said the King To the River
- 30
La Dispute - The Castle Builders
- 31
La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
- 33
La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
- 34
La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
- 35
La Dispute - Five
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
- 37
La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Four
- 39
La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
- 40
La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
- 41
La Dispute - Nine
- 42
La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
- 43
La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
- 44
La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
- 45
La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
- 47
La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
- 48
La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
- 49
La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
- 51
La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
- 52
La Dispute - Damaged Goods
- 53
La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Eleven
- 56
La Dispute - End Times Sermon
- 57
La Dispute - Fairmount
- 58
La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
- 59
La Dispute - Future Wars
- 60
La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
- 61
La Dispute - How I Feel
- 62
La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
- 63
La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
- 64
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
- 65
La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
- 66
La Dispute - Objects In Space
- 67
La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Only Everything Below
- 69
La Dispute - Saturation Diver
- 70
La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
- 71
La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
- 72
La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
- 73
La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
- 74
La Dispute - Six
- 75
La Dispute - Stay Happy There
- 76
La Dispute - Steve
- 77
La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
- 78
La Dispute - Ten
- 79
La Dispute - The Child We Lost
- 80
La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
- 81
La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
- 82
La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
- 84
La Dispute - Twelve
- 85
La Dispute - Two
- 86
La Dispute - Untitled
- 87
La Dispute - You Ascendant
- 88
La Dispute - Last Blues
- 89
La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
- 90
La Dispute - The Field
Anxiety Panorama
La Dispute
I never change
Buried it behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
My palm against you
Your ever-anxious days
Buried in behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
And it causes you to shake
The shape of my mistakes
Buried in behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
My palm against your forehead
Your ever-anxious days
I felt afraid and ashamed
That I felt anything at all
I felt you panicking, your shattering
Your catastrophic fall
And I felt long gone
Already so far gone
Already anxious, you're shaking now
You’re breaking down, I failed you all along
My panic grips your own pain spills that poison in you
I'm pleading for forgiveness
How I failed so many times
Competes now with your own pain
In your ever-anxious mind
You plea to break your chain
Our ever-changing life
To be buried from behind the darkness hides
That brightest light
My hand against you
Your ever-anxious mind
Will be buried in behind the poison spills
That panic brings back
Image in my mind
Of that nightstand by your bedside
And the sharp edge you would swing to strike
Would break my hand instead
How you clattered all arrhythmic
On that fixture on the wall
Where I caught you silver cabbage moth
Your powder left still lingers in my palm
I was building landmarks for my errors in your scars
I was in the wrong to start
I was building landmarks for my errors in your scars
I was in the wrong
I felt your pain
I felt my hands shake hard
I felt afraid and ashamed
That I felt anything at all
I felt you panicking, your shattering
Your catastrophic fall
And I felt long gone
I said your name out loud
Already anxious I broke it all
I'll fix it all, I failed you all along
My hands buried all the bad in you
My hands never get it back
My hands buried all the bad in you
My hands never get it back
