- 1
La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
- 2
La Dispute - Such Small Hands
- 3
La Dispute - King Park
- 4
La Dispute - Andria
- 5
La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
- 6
La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
- 7
La Dispute - You And I In Unison
- 8
La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
- 9
La Dispute - A Broken Jar
- 10
La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
- 11
La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
- 12
La Dispute - A Letter
- 13
La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
- 14
La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
- 15
La Dispute - You Ascendant
- 16
La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
- 18
La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
- 19
La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
- 20
La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
- 21
La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
- 22
La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
- 24
La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
- 25
La Dispute - A Poem
- 26
La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
- 27
La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
- 28
La Dispute - Autofiction detail
- 29
La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
- 30
La Dispute - Eleven
- 31
La Dispute - End Times Sermon
- 32
La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
- 33
La Dispute - Five
- 34
La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
- 35
La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
- 36
La Dispute - Nine
- 37
La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
- 38
La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
- 39
La Dispute - Saturation Diver
- 40
La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
- 41
La Dispute - The Castle Builders
- 42
La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
- 43
La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
- 44
La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A Departure
- 46
La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
- 47
La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
- 48
La Dispute - Eight
- 49
La Dispute - Fairmount
- 50
La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
- 51
La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
- 52
La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
- 53
La Dispute - Four
- 54
La Dispute - Fulton Street I
- 55
La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
- 56
La Dispute - Future Wars
- 57
La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
- 58
La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
- 59
La Dispute - How I Feel
- 60
La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
- 61
La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
- 62
La Dispute - I See Everything
- 63
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
- 64
La Dispute - Last Blues
- 65
La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
- 66
La Dispute - Objects In Space
- 67
La Dispute - One
- 68
La Dispute - Only Everything Below
- 69
La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
- 70
La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
- 71
La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
- 72
La Dispute - Seven
- 73
La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
- 74
La Dispute - Six
- 75
La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
- 76
La Dispute - Stay Happy There
- 77
La Dispute - Steve
- 78
La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
- 79
La Dispute - Ten
- 80
La Dispute - The Child We Lost
- 81
La Dispute - The Field
- 82
La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
- 83
La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
- 84
La Dispute - Thirteen
- 85
La Dispute - Three
- 86
La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
- 87
La Dispute - Twelve
- 88
La Dispute - Two
- 89
La Dispute - Untitled
- 90
La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
Ten
La Dispute
That's the only promise I've kept, but
I have no regrets. Like,
Your empty mailbox?
It doesn't bother me.
Not at all.
And I promised you I'd come visit soon.
Guess I should've made the trip, but
Money's tight as rope and time too. And
You know how it goes better than anyone.
There isn't ever much of anything we need or
Think we do.
So I don't feel bad.
I don't feel bad.
And somewhere you cut me out.
Fall in love to rinse your mouth,
But it doesn't bother me at all.
I promised Colin I'd take off to you soon, on
An old deck in Louisville, KY.
Four stories up, Six AM and Ten deep
While they we're sleeping, and I said,
"Keep me in check, friend." And he tried.
But I couldn't be.
And that small window closed, and I
Never really kept writing either, just
Stared downward at the page most times or
Thought about it real hard.
And there must be something missing in me
That she's there and I'm still here because
That's messed up.
But I don't feel bad about it.
And somewhere you cut me out.
Fall in love to rinse your mouth,
But it doesn't bother me at all.
I have tried hard to stay hopeful in the moments
They cut ropes to set you free.
I have always tried to point the finger elsewhere.
This time it points to me.
But it doesn't bother me at all.
Each chance to lock arms, to lie long in locked eyes
And I failed to let go, to cut ties with my life.
But I'm torn, and reborn, see I died when you left.
But each word since that day was your name from my chest.
I am afraid.
But it doesn't bother me at all.
