- 1
La Dispute - Such Small Hands
- 2
La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
- 3
La Dispute - King Park
- 4
La Dispute - Andria
- 5
La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
- 6
La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
- 7
La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
- 8
La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
- 9
La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
- 10
La Dispute - Autofiction detail
- 11
La Dispute - A Broken Jar
- 12
La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
- 13
La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
- 14
La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
- 15
La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
- 16
La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
- 17
La Dispute - A Letter
- 18
La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
- 19
La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
- 21
La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
- 22
La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
- 24
La Dispute - You And I In Unison
- 25
La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
- 26
La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
- 27
La Dispute - Future Wars
- 28
La Dispute - I See Everything
- 29
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
- 30
La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
- 31
La Dispute - Said the King To the River
- 32
La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
- 33
La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
- 34
La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
- 35
La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
- 36
La Dispute - Six
- 37
La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
- 38
La Dispute - The Field
- 39
La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
- 40
La Dispute - A
- 41
La Dispute - A Departure
- 42
La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
- 43
La Dispute - Damaged Goods
- 44
La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
- 45
La Dispute - End Times Sermon
- 46
La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
- 47
La Dispute - Fairmount
- 48
La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
- 49
La Dispute - Four
- 50
La Dispute - Fulton Street I
- 51
La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
- 52
La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
- 53
La Dispute - Nine
- 54
La Dispute - Objects In Space
- 55
La Dispute - One
- 56
La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
- 57
La Dispute - Ten
- 58
La Dispute - The Castle Builders
- 59
La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
- 60
La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
- 61
La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
- 62
La Dispute - Thirteen
- 63
La Dispute - Three
- 64
La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
- 65
La Dispute - Twelve
- 66
La Dispute - Two
- 67
La Dispute - Untitled
- 68
La Dispute - 35
- 69
La Dispute - A Poem
- 70
La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
- 71
La Dispute - Eight
- 72
La Dispute - Eleven
- 73
La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
- 74
La Dispute - Five
- 75
La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
- 76
La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
- 77
La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
- 78
La Dispute - How I Feel
- 79
La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
- 80
La Dispute - Last Blues
- 81
La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
- 82
La Dispute - Only Everything Below
- 83
La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
- 84
La Dispute - Saturation Diver
- 85
La Dispute - Seven
- 86
La Dispute - Stay Happy There
- 87
La Dispute - Steve
- 88
La Dispute - The Child We Lost
- 89
La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
- 90
La Dispute - You Ascendant
Ten
La Dispute
That's the only promise I've kept, but
I have no regrets. Like,
Your empty mailbox?
It doesn't bother me.
Not at all.
And I promised you I'd come visit soon.
Guess I should've made the trip, but
Money's tight as rope and time too. And
You know how it goes better than anyone.
There isn't ever much of anything we need or
Think we do.
So I don't feel bad.
I don't feel bad.
And somewhere you cut me out.
Fall in love to rinse your mouth,
But it doesn't bother me at all.
I promised Colin I'd take off to you soon, on
An old deck in Louisville, KY.
Four stories up, Six AM and Ten deep
While they we're sleeping, and I said,
"Keep me in check, friend." And he tried.
But I couldn't be.
And that small window closed, and I
Never really kept writing either, just
Stared downward at the page most times or
Thought about it real hard.
And there must be something missing in me
That she's there and I'm still here because
That's messed up.
But I don't feel bad about it.
And somewhere you cut me out.
Fall in love to rinse your mouth,
But it doesn't bother me at all.
I have tried hard to stay hopeful in the moments
They cut ropes to set you free.
I have always tried to point the finger elsewhere.
This time it points to me.
But it doesn't bother me at all.
Each chance to lock arms, to lie long in locked eyes
And I failed to let go, to cut ties with my life.
But I'm torn, and reborn, see I died when you left.
But each word since that day was your name from my chest.
I am afraid.
But it doesn't bother me at all.
