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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - Autofiction detail
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La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
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La Dispute - Six
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
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La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
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La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
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La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - End Times Sermon
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La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Future Wars
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La Dispute - I See Everything
- 30
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
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La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
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La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
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La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
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La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
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La Dispute - The Field
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - Fairmount
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La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
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La Dispute - Four
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
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La Dispute - How I Feel
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - Objects In Space
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La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
- 57
La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
- 58
La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Ten
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La Dispute - The Castle Builders
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La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
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La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
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La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
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La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - Two
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La Dispute - Untitled
- 69
La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A Poem
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La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Eleven
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La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
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La Dispute - Five
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
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La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
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La Dispute - Last Blues
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La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
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La Dispute - Only Everything Below
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La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
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La Dispute - Saturation Diver
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La Dispute - Seven
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La Dispute - Stay Happy There
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La Dispute - Steve
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
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La Dispute - You Ascendant
Damaged Goods
La Dispute
Said, boy come kiss my mouth
You know that hope you're holding to
It looks an awful lot like fear
Now you're so quick to fall on failure
And so quick to raise your voice
Like, if I can't find a mistake to blame
We didn't have a choice
Oh, but you had an option
I was your chance to feel complete
But when I leaned in close to you
You kissed your fear instead of me
You had my hand in your hand
You had my lip in your teeth
You had my heart on your sleeve
You had a chance to breathe
But boy, you wouldn't let your fear recede
So I moved on
Oh, and it's too late to change your mind
Now you got scared, boy, and I got gone
Now you failed and there's no way to turn back time
You had your chance
Boy, I tried
You tried?
I looked her in the eye and smiled
My girl, you must understand that fear is not some product that I made
It crept unwelcome in my head
The day they had her torn away
It changed me
Now at the end of every day I lie awake at night and wait to feel
The wires of my brain get cut and quietly rearranged
And hear my beaten heart exclaim
Still I refuse to let her go
So we escape to our mistakes
For they wait patiently for us
Oh, how they always wait for me
If my fear has kept me here
Only my fear can set me free
And I'm sorry dear
But don't you dare speak another word
How could I risk holding your heart in me
While still in love with her
